a waste of time I can't believe that some people are trying to make me real sad by saying I am fat and fat and fat.
Jeremy has been saying that to me all the time. My collegues as well. So what makes you think your words would affect me? -.-
Frankly speaking, I'm not really bothered by it very much. So what if I'm fat? At least I'm not wasting my time away trying to make others feel inferior.
You all can try to put me down as much as you want. But let me give you a headstart, calling me fat and insulting my physical appearance would not work on me. COS I'VE ALREADY REN MING (resort to fate). I don't care how others see me so long as I'm happy with the way my life is.
All the best.
I'll be starting school in three week's time. So excited!! I've browsed through the modules. ALL THE ANG MOH-ISH!! I wonder if I can cope with this. :/
They said that the new and 'improved' hotmail would be FASTER. BULLSHIT!! It's SLOWER!! -.- I'm beginning to hate hotmail already. And becoming a gmail fan. =/
I was pissed. Very pissed. I don't understand how dumb can she get by saying that she is his girlfriend?! Where is her big fat brain?! I don't like it when people ask whether whoever whoever is his girlfriend or not. I HATE IT!!!!!
I feel crappy. I feel like snapping and glaring at EVERYONE.
Delwyn and I practically rushed our report last minute. It was really exhausting. With the frustrating cramp I was having, nothing went happily today. CRAP!
Tomorrow's my labtest. Hope I do well for it. I don't want to flunk any papers anymore. It's really depressing one you know. =(
I heard a number of comments about Wenna today. Really mean ones. But I don't feel like posting it today. Maybe tomorrow? LOL! I was nice ok! I haven't said a word so mean about her. =p
I REALLY HATE THIS PARTICULAR GIRL! THE BITCH I WAS TALKING ABOUT IN THE PREVIOUS POST!! I HATE HER!!!! EVERYTHING ABOUT HER!!! and her hair is horrendous!! She looks like a freaking aunty now! Even worse than me ok!! Argh! How I wish I can say her name in here. ARGH!!!
Irene : You ar...study la! LOL
lingzi : then come out with me often!! with all of us!! =DD
biggest bitch of the bitches (even bitchier than me!) Sorry for MIA-ing!!
Have been busy with my FYP project you see. Yesterday was kind of the big day and so, got to prepare everything for the best. THE SELECTION DAY!!
Yesterday wsn't the end of it yet. There is still a interview coming up. Damn excited!!
Oh ya! Tomorrow's my driving test!! Zhe Me Ban?!! This is super scary la!! Oh god man... =/
I am super pissed at this particular someone. This is the first time in my whole entire life I was backstabbed. I wasn't really like disappointed or what. Instead, I was a bit more of angry of myself why I didn't notice it at all? Well, this particular person said that the first time she saw me, she feel that I am toned. But when she look at me longer, she feel that I am very turn off.
Like excuse me, lady. I got ask you to look at me meh? -.-" Please don't talk like as if you are god damn pretty and tmd attractive. I can say I am not. But I don't see myself saying this or that person look very turn off. I've always had a good impression of you. Convinced that you're a nice person, kind and friendly. Like come on! I've never even said anything bad about you! And then BOOM!! I got a shot right back in the head. Just for nothing.
The worse thing is, you came along and say hello to me. And talked to me like as if we're still friends. I stupidly didn't notice that fake you. I was hurt ok. I think you're hoping for that?
From now on, when you talk to me, I would most probably say "Please don't talk to me like as if you don't hate me when you do. You disgusts me." So FUCK OFF SISTER!!!
I know you haters out there are going to say "SERVE YOU RIGHT, BITCH!". Excuse me, I never backstab my friends 'cos I always know I won't like it when it happens to me.
I got to go to school now! Classes start at 1pm (SO SHIOK!!) and end at 5pm (SO SIAN!!). Lunching in foodcourt 4 later!!! WOOT!! The stupid foodcourt with always the lack of utensils and with the oil 'aroma'. But still, the food's not bad. Still can make it. Hehe...
simone: errr...thanks?
:) (: :) (: -- i presume you and 'simone' know each other? i'm not the materialistic kind of girl. but still, thanks and no thanks. ((:
the mug I'd actually studied like a mad woman for the past few days. Not at home, but in school. I was pretty psyched to enter the examination room and do the AEF paper today. Man that's the first! I guess what was running through my head was "I know how to do the paper (except for the theory part) as I've practiced like hell a million times". Ok the million was exaggerating. A few times is more like it. I really want to do well you know. My dream is to be an Aerospace Engineer. Does it sound rather impossible? I mean I'm a girl. So it's like maybe chauvinism would take place somehow? I was kindda worried when I had that ambition in mind. I just kept thinking if it's a wrong idea to make. Could someone just enlighten me?
Irene called me today when I got home not long ago and asked me about inverse matrix thing. She was trying so so hard to describe the problem but I just couldn't make out what was she talking about or should I say, what was the problem. I feel so guilty that I wasn't able to help her. LAOPO! REALLY SORRY!!! I hope you managed to solve the problem if it was in the paper today. Next time remember to do enough revision ok? (:
Oh ya! You know I studied till 8:30pm in school yesterday? I FEEL SO DARN HARDWORKING ALL OF A SUDDEN!!! Must be the "end of the year examination" thought that kept running through my head. It's a motivation that kept me going you know. Well I feel sorry for the asses who think that they can achieve astounding marks by not studying and slacking their way through.
My stomach is hurting me, yet again. God dammit man!!
I know I've been unreasonable. Very unreasonable, in fact. But sometimes, I really don't know how to be the person you want me to be. It's hard. I feel so stressed out about this motherfucking exams and have been studying during the day like a freaking nerd. All I want is a little bit of attention from you that's all. Care and concern maybe? Is that too much to ask for? I've been pushing myself so hard that my mum's been worried about my health. I know you're working hard too. But I've made it a point to call you when I'm taking a break. It seems like a big task to you somehow.
I hate girls who make themselves look like a "everybody wants me" when the fact is NOBODY wants her. Lose piece of shit.
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