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Monday, September 28, 2009

so not my day

Ok people are getting boring nowadays.
Not a lot of people are up for watching horror movies!!!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU PEOPLE?!!

Super disappointed ok.

Was supposed to watch it tomorrow with a friend of mine.
But he felt that 7pm was too late as he has training the very next day.
Kindda looking forward to it then BOOM! cannot go.

Argh. So not my day.

And plus, my back is aching like shit.
Can someone just break my spine or something?

And the weather is god damn hot!!!

Alright I'm practically ranting about anything. -.-

I really don't like other people to be a third party.
Even if you are, don't place it so bloody big and go blame someone for saying that you and the person are together.
If you so hate rumours, then don't do things that make others talk.
Yeah go ahead and say things behind my back if you want.
i don't give a damn.
Go turn my friends against me.
Go ahead.
If you can really do that, then the friends I once knew, are not my friends at all.
Including you.

I REALLY WANT TO WATCH PHOBIA 2!!!!!!!!!!!!
*stamping feet*

9:21 PM

Monday, September 14, 2009

i hate all of you.

I'm pretty unhappy about a lot of things.

I tried to show my sister about a video in youtube.

And she would always just ignore it halfway.

Sometimes I just wish she would acknowledge whatever it is I do.

You don't know how I feel cos you always have the attention you want and you have the best of things.

And me?

I have none.

I have to force my way through.

I know I'm the stupid icon in your eyes.

Then I'm sorry to be your lousy sister.

My brother was supposed to get me snackers (winglets) for me.

And when I opened the box, I get a full load of fries with no winglets in there.

Obviously I would feel pissed right?

He didn't even apologized!! Even throw his temper on me.

Like it's my fault to be suay and my fault to get pissed.

And I've given you my fullest support when you got into trouble.

I stood up for you when daddy called you names.

I stood up for you when he forbid you to engage in kayaking activities.

All those and I got these?

I'm not doing all these because I want to act all innocent and nice.

I'm doing these because you are my brother.

I hate home.

I feel like I'm only home for Ruby.

That's all.

I hate it here.

I hate my so-called siblings.

I hate my so-called home.

All because I don't get the love and care like everyone else does.

I don't want to try being nice to you two anymore.

I'm tired of being nice when all I get is trash and ignorance.

Yes I am talking a full load of rubbish and am fucking childish.

Think all you like.

You don't know how I feel.

You don't know how hard it was to try.

I hate all of you.

11:44 PM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

the dead dream

Goodness!! I had a really freaky dream last night.

I dreamt that I was in a mall with I think my friends and mum.

Then suddenly, someone was pushing a dead body. (WTH!)

The body was covered in a big white sheet so I didn't get the chance to peep.

Everyone around us screamed and shun away.

I moved away as well but I wasn't so lucky.

My arm brushed past the body and FUCK!! the body woke up!!

It even said,"Oh my god I'm dead I'm dead."

It's a malay guy by the way.

Obviously, I screamed the loudest I could and prepared to run away.

Ok too slow. No idea why.

The supposedly dead guy then grabbed my shoulder and said, "I know all of you are afraid of me now. So I'm not afraid of you!! HAHAHAHA!!"

I was so freaked out I screamed for my mum but no one came to my rescue.

Guess they were all far far away from me.

I looked down on the floor with eyes closed and force myself to keep calm.

The "dead" guy just kept on holding my shoulder and wouldn't let go.

The end.

Then I woke up, having the feeling of someone who held my shoulder for a while.

So freaky!!!!

I wonder what triggered my mind to produce this kind of dream.

Could it be the numerous sightings of dead body being pushed around in NUH?

Sheesh. This is really making me feel uncomfortable.

If I were to have a similar dream tonight, I swear I will go straight to the temple and seek help.

Bloody hell. It's so unholy to have this dream!!!

I can't seem to shake off the dream in my head.

It seems so..... real.

3:05 PM

Saturday, September 12, 2009

new lappie!!

I'm officially a mac user!! Invested in MacBook Pro this afternoon at Comex.

I hope it's really worth my money.

Was really shagged when I got to the IT show and poor Jeremy had to stand my nonsense (yet...again).

I had a really bad temper today.

Think Jeremy's right about waking up at the wrong side of the bed.

Since sister's not at home, Jeremy's able to stay over at my house.

He slept on my bed, I slept on my sister's (DON'T KILL ME, JIE!!)

The side where I had to wake up was on the right which I normally got off on the left.

Grrrr....

Pretty happy about my new lappie.

Love the camera and the aesthetic value.

Speed is real fast.

Though one BIG flaw is that Mac is unable to run .exe files.

It explains the no virus part.

Gonna get Windows interface next week.

DIE ALSO MUST GET!!

Two months of pay gone in a flash. OUCH!!

Jeremy's going to POP next week!!

And I'm dying to attend it.

Though I'm not too excited about the hot hot weather I'll be expecting.

After that, CHALET!!

YIPPEE!!!!

CAN'T WAIT!!!

Work's been fine and it has been an amazing week.

Quarrels and such happening in the clinic is really bizarre.

I really can't stand people on the MRT.

The can squeeze you like hell and don't give a damn about it.

I can fully understand if you are dying to get home. So am I.

But can you like just not push and squeeze the life out of me?

Sometimes I wish I have a car to drive around as and when I want.

Wonder when will this dream come true.

My license is sitting around, moulding in the process.

Ruby's been a very good girl!!

Just a little too attention seeking? Haha.

But still, it's cute.

I can't imagine losing her.

God bless.

Before I end,

JONAH, enjoy yourself in tekong and take good care!! botak soon!!!

DEL, now its much much easier for you to find a girl. You look dashing!! See you at your POP!

Love you guys!!

Hope to meet up again soon alright?

Toodles!!

10:10 PM

Saturday, September 05, 2009

Weeks of not updating and I'm still feeling fine!!
Lol.

So have everyone like missed me?

Being in the clinic without Sylvia seems weird.
I hope she's fine in Hong Kong.
REMEMBER THE STEAMBOAT OUTING ONCE YOU COME BACK, LOVE!!

There's no clinic on this whole week and it's been really really boring.
It's so quiet until you can actually hear a pin drop onto the floor.
That bad? YES!

I wonder why NUH Dentistry is recruiting upcoming nurses like PL.
Ok simply speaking, STUPID and STUPID.
The one they recruit in Dental Centre has absolutely no brains at all.
Please request to change nurse if you were to be assisted by her.
She might just kill you with contamination.

Then the girl in my clinic, oh god!!
If I were to call her "xiao jie" one day, she should know that she's in big trouble. It'll be the same as labelling her as PL. -.-
She has absolutely no common sense at all!
I would never ever EVER want to ask her to take over what I was doing anymore.

So I went out last minute yesterday for a movie with Raynard.
Watching Final Destination and I SWEAR! it's really the final I'm going to watch.
It sucks like hell!!!
Fucking waste of my money!

OH SHIT I MUST TRANSFER MONEY!!!
TOTALLY FORGOT!!

Ok gtg now!!

LOVE YOU ALL!!

8:07 PM