
the nepenthes we bought
yawns
Today --
My family went over to Bollywood to 'celebrate' my dad's birthday which was yesterday. I so so love the chicken! It's so tender, so soft. The food there is reasonable too! You all should try it. But taking public transport would be a problem as it's located around Lim Chu Kang there. If you want to get there, do ask someone to drive over.
Check out this website if you want to know more : http://www.bollywoodveggies.com/
The pictures!! I'm only going to show a few.
my lovable mum!
sis's bf and bro
me and sister
my parents
That sums up the whole thing. =D
Dang! Work again tomorrow.
Oh I took up driving lessons again. The instructor was very very patient with me. First lesson after a long 2 months 'excuse'. It was terrible. I actually forgot most of how-to-drive!! I was panicking already lor! Moreover it's in the night. Even worse! More stressful!!
But but but...Today's lesson was great! I bucked up A LOT and the instructor was quite pleased at the improvement.
I guess you cannot stop lessons for too long or else you'll just throw everything behind.
I'd better turn in soon. Zou Tao!

Babies are cute, adorable, sweet, loving, warm, soft and many other lovely things you can think of.
I do love babies. A lot actually. Whenever I see a baby on the streets, I would kind of stare for a quite some time. If the baby saw me, I would smile at the sweet little thing. I would practically go gaga over them.
Many people asked me to "Go give birth to one la!". Sounds like a good idea eh?
However, this mindset of mine changed one fine day.
Look around you. You see people, young and old, male or female, tall or short, with hair and no-hair (this is random). If you look closely, you'll realise there is a big difference between the now-kids and past-kids.
Now the children are smoking at such a young age, talking bloody loudly in public like as if the world is theirs, making a fool out of themselves, spitting out vulgarities from their dirty little mouth, picking up fights whenever their pretty little hands feel like it or itching to do so.
Don't tell me you don't agree. I've seen them all.
Going back to having a baby. A baby can bring you happiness, bring you and your husband or wife closer. Hey hey hey! Having a baby is just not all! You still have to worry about his/her education and many more.
Judging on the kind of kids surrounding us, I'm afraid that I won't want to have a child.
I'm worried that him/her would turn out to be those I see on the streets. I would probably go crazy like a mad woman and scream my way through until I go to IMH for treatment.
I can't stand having a child like that. Even if I teach him/her well, the peer influence would most probably overpower my motherly love. I can throw gazillion books and educational blahs to my child, but in the end, will my child be a good girl/boy?
True that education comes first. But behaviour is also an aspect we should consider.
I'm not sure whether I can teach my child well and show a good example to him/her.
I'm no ready for it. I wonder will I ever BE ready for it.
I will not have a child until the kids around I see are better. I don't want my child and I to suffer much unhappiness. I'm afraid...I'm just afraid.