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Sunday, November 23, 2008

the pain

I've never felt like home.
I've never felt it before and I doubt I would ever feel it.

I was so hurt today. So hurt.
All of you don't know how I feel.
I don't feel like staying in here any longer.

I want to cry out loud so much just now.
But I wanted to prove that without all of you, I still can live on.

I'm beginning to hate my home.
Was it even my home in the first place?

How I wish grandpa brought me away that time.
How I wish he would do that now.
Take away all my pain and sorrow.

Grandpa, can you? Please. I'm exhausted. Please take me away?

To someone:
She will not blame you. Keep that in mind. She knows you care and loved her. She knows it wasn't your fault. She knows you didn't know it was coming.
Don't blame yourself.
Because I know, she wouldn't want you to either.
If you really feel bad, then say sorry to her and let her know how sorry you are at her funeral.
She will understand.

10:31 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2008

about almost everything

Hotmail LIED!

They said that the new and 'improved' hotmail would be FASTER.
BULLSHIT!!
It's SLOWER!!
-.-
I'm beginning to hate hotmail already.
And becoming a gmail fan. =/

I was pissed.
Very pissed.
I don't understand how dumb can she get by saying that she is his girlfriend?!
Where is her big fat brain?!
I don't like it when people ask whether whoever whoever is his girlfriend or not.
I HATE IT!!!!!

I feel crappy.
I feel like snapping and glaring at EVERYONE.

Delwyn and I practically rushed our report last minute.
It was really exhausting.
With the frustrating cramp I was having, nothing went happily today.
CRAP!

Tomorrow's my labtest. Hope I do well for it.
I don't want to flunk any papers anymore.
It's really depressing one you know. =(

I heard a number of comments about Wenna today.
Really mean ones.
But I don't feel like posting it today.
Maybe tomorrow?
LOL!
I was nice ok! I haven't said a word so mean about her. =p

I REALLY HATE THIS PARTICULAR GIRL!
THE BITCH I WAS TALKING ABOUT IN THE PREVIOUS POST!!
I HATE HER!!!!
EVERYTHING ABOUT HER!!!
and her hair is horrendous!!
She looks like a freaking aunty now!
Even worse than me ok!!
Argh! How I wish I can say her name in here. ARGH!!!

Irene : You ar...study la! LOL

lingzi : then come out with me often!! with all of us!! =DD

Labels: bitch, frustrated, stupid

9:37 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2008

UPDATED!!

I've updated my blogshop with THREE amazing wired pieces!!
Check it out!!

http://simplelooks.wordpress.com

Irene: Haha. cos not updating anything ma so only reply lor. no i dont agree.LOL

11:25 PM

I decided to delete the previous entry.
It's too personal.
Those who saw it, keep it to yourself.

I've learnt wiring and I'll be doing lots in my shop.
Keep a look out for them!!
Will be posting a few wired pieces tonight.

http://simplelooks.wordpress.com

4:43 PM

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Irene: (: ya i noe.

11:35 AM

Saturday, November 08, 2008

PASSED!!!!

I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!!!

I'm officially a driver now!! WOOT!!!
But, I still can't drive out alone of course.
Hehe... HAPPY HAPPY!!!

I'm pretty tired now and want to rest.
Just came back from a karaoke session with my friends from 11:30am to 6pm.
TIRING OK!!!!!!!!

I'll be updating my blogshop tomorrow so keep a look out!!!

http://simplelooks.wordpress.com

9:50 PM

Friday, November 07, 2008

huiying: arrr!! dont make me scared!!! lol thank you!!

7:31 AM

Thursday, November 06, 2008

biggest bitch of the bitches (even bitchier than me!)

Sorry for MIA-ing!!

Have been busy with my FYP project you see.
Yesterday was kind of the big day and so, got to prepare everything for the best.
THE SELECTION DAY!!

Yesterday wsn't the end of it yet.
There is still a interview coming up.
Damn excited!!

Oh ya! Tomorrow's my driving test!!
Zhe Me Ban?!!
This is super scary la!!
Oh god man... =/

I am super pissed at this particular someone.
This is the first time in my whole entire life I was backstabbed.
I wasn't really like disappointed or what. Instead, I was a bit more of angry of myself why I didn't notice it at all?
Well, this particular person said that the first time she saw me, she feel that I am toned.
But when she look at me longer, she feel that I am very turn off.

Like excuse me, lady. I got ask you to look at me meh? -.-"
Please don't talk like as if you are god damn pretty and tmd attractive.
I can say I am not.
But I don't see myself saying this or that person look very turn off.
I've always had a good impression of you. Convinced that you're a nice person, kind and friendly.
Like come on! I've never even said anything bad about you!
And then BOOM!! I got a shot right back in the head. Just for nothing.

The worse thing is, you came along and say hello to me.
And talked to me like as if we're still friends.
I stupidly didn't notice that fake you.
I was hurt ok. I think you're hoping for that?

From now on, when you talk to me, I would most probably say "Please don't talk to me like as if you don't hate me when you do. You disgusts me."
So FUCK OFF SISTER!!!

I know you haters out there are going to say "SERVE YOU RIGHT, BITCH!".
Excuse me, I never backstab my friends 'cos I always know I won't like it when it happens to me.

I got to go to school now!
Classes start at 1pm (SO SHIOK!!) and end at 5pm (SO SIAN!!).
Lunching in foodcourt 4 later!!! WOOT!!
The stupid foodcourt with always the lack of utensils and with the oil 'aroma'. But still, the food's not bad. Still can make it. Hehe...

simone: errr...thanks?

:) (: :) (: -- i presume you and 'simone' know each other? i'm not the materialistic kind of girl. but still, thanks and no thanks. ((:

Zoe : yes must!!! LOL

huiying: Yeah!! miss you love!!

Labels: bitch

10:20 AM