KARLING__ time

Friday, December 29, 2006

We all had a trip to Sentosa on 20th. Ok ok sorry for the late post about it. Delwyn did not come online so I couldn't get the pictures. He came online I think two days ago or something. Managed to get the pictures from him this time. LET'S START CAMWHORING!

I have no idea when was this taken. I look so bloody emo!!-.-

Jonah trying to bury his sis, Rachel

Bye Rachel! Lol

That's our dearest Albert!!

Rau hugging the pillar. Don't ask me why

Me trying to get the splinter out of Jin Chuan's finger. OUCH!

Our group photo!! Can't see clearly but that's the best.=x

from left : Jin Chuan, Delwyn, Eddy, Jonah

from left : Me, Albert, Rachel, Yew Loong, Raudhah

Rachel, Rau and me going up to take the Luge Ride. The rest are behind.

ARGH! I CAN'T SEEM TO UPLOAD THE REST OF THE PICTURES!! WTF IS HAPPENING?! Ok so I'll upload the pictures when the it's not so LAGGY.

Gotta hit off and slp now! Good night!!

10:09 PM

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Ok so christmas is over and this is the first time I spent christmas outside with my friends. It was alright I guess. Bored at some times as I was having fever and constant stomach pain. No idea why it hurts. Hmmm...

Sorry. I will update the past happenings. Too tired and not feeling very well to update at the moment.

signing off...

12:04 AM

Thursday, December 21, 2006

malacca

I'M OFF TO MALACCA TOMORROW MORNING!!

BACK ON 24TH.

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!

signing off...

9:16 PM

Monday, December 18, 2006

Knife stabbing in Singapore

My sister asked me to see this you-tube clip. And I'm gonna show it to all of you too. Tell me your comments.

Seen it? The guy who was stabbing the lady is a China man. Apparently he likes the lady that's why he stabs her. He says that it's because the lady rejected him. Like what the hell right?
That isn't the worst. If you were to watch the clip, you'll realise that NO ONE CAME ALONG AND HELP!! They just stand around, watching the poor lady stabbed by the mental guy. Only a kind old man rushed forward to help. WHAT THE HELL ARE THE REST DOING?!
What is happening to Singaporeans? I really despise Singaporeans. I feel so ashamed to be one of them. Why won't anyone help when they see that poor lady being stabbed? If the old man didn't rush forward to help, the lady would have died!!
Wake up everyone from Singapore!! Where are your hearts?!

signing off...

10:35 PM

Sorry

I am sorry we can't be friends. I find it very hard. I'm very very sorry.

7:32 PM

Sunday, December 17, 2006

I just don't want to have anything to do with you. I don't want to hurt myself and you. I know i've been a burden to you. I regret. I regret everything. I hate myself.

I hate myself!!

signing off...

2:07 PM

Ouch!

Woah! What a night yesterday. I was going to the bathroom and when I was closing the door, THE BATHROOM DOOR SCRATCHED MY LEG! I have no idea how it happened, BUT IT DID! Of course, it was darn painful. So while in the toilet, I was like,"Pain Pain!" I didn't look at my ankle at first. And when I did, OMFG! It was bleeding!! When I have it in contact with water, DARN IT HURT SO MUCH! Even my mum was shocked when she saw the wound and the amount of blood oozing out. Sheesh! Such luck eh. Lol.

Should we try it out? Or should we not? I hate this kind of decision. You said you are ok with it. But your words doubt it. I was just telling you what others say. You don't have to agree. Sometimes I really don't know what are you feeling. You say this but my heart feels that you feel another way. Maybe we shouldn't try it out at all.

signing off...

1:03 PM

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Holidays are here! Welcome welcome! Lol. I can't believe it! Finally I can sleep early and wake up late. For the past one week, I've been sleeping at 1 to 2 and wake up at 6. Pretty enervated.

I was kindda stressed up for the past two days. Rushing for the autocad project you see. It has to be handed up on friday(AND I DID IT!). On thursday night, I was like panicking like mad. I was so afraid I couldn't finish it on time. When I reached school the next morning, I quickly used an available computer and started finishing up the project. I wanted to mount the components into the PCB board and guess what. I FORGOT TO TRANSFER IT INTO MY EXTERNAL DRIVE! So as you have guessed, I have to do it all over again. While doing, I looked around. Everyone was busy doing their project. I looked at myself. I was all alone. I was doing the project all by myself. Jun Hui and Eddy wasn't around me. I feel so lost. So lonely. So unwanted. When I didn't know what to do, I daren't ask my friends as when I wanted to, they were doing their own project. I didn't want to distract them. All I want was company. If they are there sleeping, I wouldn't mind. I just need some encouragement and company that's all. I don't think it is that hard.
The worst is yet to come. The lecturer told us last minute that we have to do a component list and the whole project is to be handed in by 12 o'clock. He didn't state it anywhere and we were like," WHAT THE HELL!" I got so fed up and just broke down. I called Eddy at first but couldn't manage to reach him. Then I called Jun Hui. I asked him where was he. He was on the train. I scolded him right off. Didn't know why I did that. But well, I did. Jeremy then meet me outside my class and I told him how I felt. It was more of disppointment than anger. Jun Hui then arrived at school. When I went into the class, I shouted at Jun Hui. I want to just throw everything out. I was crying and shouting at the same time. I just couldn't help it. (Jun Hui, sorry I shouted at you. I couldn't help it. The hurt is just too much to bear) Mrs Fong was nice. She told the class off and asked Jun Hui to think over what I'd shouted. After the class, she even comforted me and asked me am I alright. I am greatly touched by her actions and words. (THANKS MRS FONG!!) Anyway, Jun Hui helped me when I started continue doing the project. By that time, I'd felt so much better.

My sister, her boyfriend, my brother and I went to the zoo to watch "Charlotte's Web" just now. I just reached home ok! IT WAS A GREAT MOVIE I TELL YOU. I really envy Charlotte. She did so many things. I cannot say what. Else I'd spoil the fun. Wilber, the pig, was cute too!! I just love the show. Many people were there and I think everyone enjoyed it just as much as I did. Charlotte's vocabulary is absolutely amazing! I've learnt new words like salutation, which is any words that is a form of a greeting. And languishing which means to be or become weak. It's really interesting. What a way to learn new words! Maybe it's not new but so what! I didn't know these words and I'm learning! At least I want to learn.

You are not mine. I can't control you. I know I can't. One of my friend asked me to try it out with you. But I just couldn't. Most of it was that I'm afraid you wouldn't want to. When you tell others the kind of girl you would go for, in my mind, I felt that it's impossible for us. That's what's holding me back. Yeah I am too sensitive and silly. But that's just me. I can't help the way I feel. It just gets to you. When you told him about Carol, I had no idea what's happening. I don't know should I mind or should I not. I've been keeping everything inside me and I'm really exhausted by doing so. You might say,"Just say it." But saying is easier than doing it. Sometimes I feel that you don't like me at all. I mean as a friend, yes. But as more than that, no. When you said that you want to take the train to boon lay with me whenever I'm alone, I was overjoyed. But thinking back, should I be? I've been trying to avoid you. I just can't do it. To put it simply, I am a failure. I've always been.

signing off...

10:03 PM

Thursday, December 14, 2006

I'M IN SCHOOL AND I'M FREAKING BORED!!

10:44 AM

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

What a hectic week! Projects to be due this week and we are all rushing through them. That's why I didn't update much often. Ah well... on monday, we had PEEE practical. We're supposed to design a circuit. I am partnered to Angus and we are very unlucky I tell you! We have to design a circuit using 4 diodes! 4 ok! It's not as easy as it seems. We got pretty playful before the lesson started and we began taking pictures. Lights camera ACTION!

My three best buddies!(left to right) Del, Jonah, Angus

My dearest friend Rau! First friend I made with.

That's yesterday. And what about today? Today was so so for me as I was not in a great mood. Everyday is the same for me it seems. Lol. We went to the library and booked a project room!! A ROOM ALL TO OURSELVES! How can life be any better?! I started taking pictures with Jonah's phone as his phone 2mega pix ok!

Rau doing Autocad. Her laptop is not Apple one ok! It's Fujitsu! No idea why she must fake put the Apple brand there.-.-"

(left to right) Zoe, John. Don't know what Zoe is doing but John is definitely not studying. He is as slack as I am ok! Agree with me, Zoe! Lol

While walking home, I passed by the neighbourhood park. THere was this man letting his dog loose. No harm anyway. It's good as it allows the dog to walk whereever it wants. The dog didn't go around biting or barking at people. It just ran around happily. The block beside the park, there was this whole group of young malay kids. All around the age of 9 I guess. When they saw the dog, I have no idea why they have to chase it! They were trying to scare the dog, for goodness sake! The owner was there ok! And they still dare to do that. The owner shouted at them to stop bullying his dog. Did they listen? HELL NO! They continued bullying it. The dog ran for his life la! The owner of course then brought the dog to another area. The worst thing is that the kids followed the dog!

I wonder did their parents ever teach them?! I am not racist or anything but please respect! Doesn't mean that the person is a Chinese and you need not listen. I feel that nowadays, the malay parents are not teaching their children well. Look around you. Malays loitering in the void decks. Doing what? SMOKING! Underage ok! And look around you again. Malay teenagers getting pregnant at such a young age! I am really not racist but it's really true. If I am a racist, I won't even have malay friends. I'm very happy Rau is not like those teenagers I mentioned. Parents need to teach their children well. Not leave them alone.

Alright off to doing my SA work. Gotta pass it up tommorow. Rush!!

signing off...

7:19 PM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

I'm sorry about what I said to you. I know by saying it will not make any difference. But I really don't know what else can I say. I see no point in liking you as we can't go further than the step we are taking now. I don't even know whether the past I choose is the right one or not. Haiz...
This is the most terrible day for me.

11:27 PM

Thursday, December 07, 2006

School

In school now as you can see from my post title. Supposed to be doing Autocad to practice for the test tomorrow. But ah well...getting pretty bored and tired so ended surfing the net instead. It's not only me. RAU TOO! Lol. We started doing Autocad like from 11plus till now. Even the most hardworking person would tire out.

As I was saying, I was surfing the net. My sis once asked me to watch the video in you-tube. I showed Rau so I wont be selfish not to show you. So there! Let it begin and laugh your heart out!

Isn't Steven Lim the most terrible guy? *knock knock* if you think he isn't. Singing so loud and resulted in customers complaining. Saying that he is handsome WHEN HE IS NOT. Darn ego. Far worst than Guan Sheng.

Bored!! B-O-R-E-D BORED! I don't feel like going home so early but I seem to have nothing to do. Lots of people are talking and stuff. BAH!!

If you were to read my previous posts, you would find me loving school till bits. Now, I seem to have a different mindset. I don't really like school anymore. In the past, thinking of school, I would say,"YAY!" But now, thinking of school, I would say,"Haiz." The difference is there.
Going to school means doing projects and facing people whom I don't wish to see. Some are people whom I don't like and some, I just plainly don't wish to see. I don't enjoy school as much as before.

SAVE ME FROM THE TORTURE!! GET ME OUT OF HERE!!

3:04 PM

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

A day out with friends

Pon maths tutorial today and went to Jurong East Entertainment Centre to play pool. Played from 1 plus to 3 plus. Shag la can!! After that went over to Jurong Point with Jin Chuan and Jonah to catch a movie. I saw Ramizah and Ivan there! They were going to catch the movie "Open Season". After moments of looking at the screening times, we decided to watch "Open Season". Not bad la the show. Really can make you laugh la. Then, Jonah and Jin Chuan sent me back home. Before that, we talked for a while at the interchange. AND I SAW JONATHAN! Finally, I saw him lor! Hehe. On the trip of walking back home, I saw the cat which is abandoned and the cat which is well, enthusiatic kind de. I move a few steps, she would be like so scared that I would run away like that. Don't let me go away like that. Later, I saw Jasper (the dog) and AH BOY!! Ah boy very cute la!! Jasper bark at him, he look at Jasper then HECK CARE! Lol. Cute la that's all I can say. Hehe.

ARR! So tired la! I'm going to bed now. TATA!!

9:59 PM

Friday, December 01, 2006

Jonah accompanied Raudhah and I to dance class on Wednesday. Before going to the class at City Hall, we went to Haegen Das to eat ICE CREAM! Man! It's really filling! We ate till can't walk. We took a few pictures too! Let the camewhoring start!

dearest Raudhah and I

Jonah and I

By the way, before heading off to City Hall, we took some pictures too!

Jonah being emo. Taken by Rau

Rau,"Arr! Jun Hui's gonna eat me!"

I really love my class a lot! We always do everything and I really mean EVERYTHING together! Once you step into my class, you can feel the warmth and the unity. Whenever I am in trouble, they would help me. I am truely grateful.

Jeremy was beaten up by Kelvin (his class ah beng). ALL BECAUSE OF THAT BLOODY BITCH SIU KAI! I have no idea what's going on in her thick numb skull. I have no freaking idea what did she tell Kelvin la. She thinks that she is like so clever and pretty. Yeah pretty ugly is more like it. And puuuleassse. She's not clever can! Lots of her exams is FAIL FAIL FAIL!! Even Tom also give up on her la! Then when she fail her exam, SHE CRY! I mean like for what?! You didn't even make an effort to study and yet you still have the guts to cry. I really don't know what your guy see in you. He must be so freaking blind la.

To Siu Kai: If I ever see you in school, I will slap you DAMN HARD I tell you! And my class isn't very happy about what you did la! They said that if I really want to slap you or anything, call them along. They would be by my side helping me. They even asked me whether want to help me beat you up or not lor! You seriously better watch out. Everyone will soon see your true colours and will not pity a BITCH like you!! Damn how I hate you!! And if Jeremy is really bullying you, WILL HE BE THE ONLY ONE TO ANSWER YOU WHEN DARYL AND XIAN LONG IGNORED YOU?! Think about it la girl. Stop being so childish la. 18 years old still so childish. I think I am more mature than you la. Call me ego but hey! it's the fact la.

"Ghost Whisperer" is gonna start soon!! Catch it every Friday, 10pm, on Channel 5!! ((:

9:10 PM