KARLING__ time

Thursday, July 31, 2008

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Cross Stranger -- Haha. It's kar ling not ka ling. Not so bad le lo. She deserve worse. I very kind already lor. So she should count her prayers. Haha. =D.
Yes! Never betray a girl or make her angry!!! LOL!!! I'm a sexist! RWAR! =p

12:19 PM

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

not the mood

I'm not in the mood today so I won't blog about today.
However, it's been a fun day with laughters and endless suan-ing of Zoe.

I'm stuck at what to get for Jeremy's birthday. Haiz.
If you're guessing that I'm emo about this, you're so right.
I'm so troubled.
I was thinking of customised shirt.
But hell!! It was harder than I thought. So I dropped that idea (just).
Any advices on what to get for him?

I really need help.
-sigh

By the way, I'm glad to have the opportunity to talk to Xun Yong ( I spell your name correctly!! DEAD SURE!) more today.
There! Your name's in here!! =p
You are a great friend and really fun to hang out with. Don't so shy la haiyos. It's not as if we will eat you up or something. Haha.
Anyways, I need not say study hard as you're a smart ass already. So, see you in school!!! =D

It's been quite a while since I last talked to her. I wonder how is she now. I know I can't always be there for her but I will always be on the phone, waiting for her to call.
I'M NOT LESBIAN OK!!
I know it's hard. I've walked through that road before.
I just hope that you know what you've decided and after you decide to end,
don't isolate yourself.
Approach your friends. They will help you. You can choose the friend not to be me of course. (:
Do take care alright?
ALWAYS BE GREAT FRIENDS, LOVE!!

p.s I still need help on getting the presents!!!

11:21 PM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

the friends

I can't believe she's got a shirt almost the same as mine. And she wore it today! I was about to swear I won't wear that top anymore when suddenly I realised, I look so much better it in la.
I totally swear.
She's not having a lot of friends, apparently. See her only with Eileen and the malay girl.
You better not backstab Eileen I tell you. She's a nice girl and you know that.

Zoe is a not bad girl and I don't understand why do you treat her so badly. And I'm sure she'll do her work when she's told to finish it up within the given deadline.
I've known her for 3 years ok, mind you.
Moreover, she's nice to friends too. You gotta admit that.
You've just lost someone whom you're close to in school. Someone whom you used to share your problems with.
Is it that worth it, Wenna?
Do you enjoy so much in backstabbing others?
Do you enjoy losing friends?
I really hope you would wake up.

I'm not trying to be nice to you ok if you think I am. I would rather kill myself than being nice to you.
'Cos you're not worth it...YET.
We might've hit off as friends if you didn't do the things you did and say the things you said.
We just might.

Shoo away the emo stuff. I hate being emo.

Jeremy is trying to drill me to study for my exams. BUT I'M LAZY!!
How how how?

I think I should start off by LESS ONLINE!!
Hehe.

8:36 PM

Monday, July 28, 2008

Wow!

Is Internet Explorer having problems? 'Cos mine seems to be having some. Sometimes saying that an error has occurred. It can be really irritating when it repeats itself.

So anyways,
today I did the most bitchy thing in my entire life. I was pretty shocked that I did it. Truly!
I'm not lying ok.
Delwyn told me to cut her some slack.
Oh well, guess I should.
Give her some time to breathe then, off again!! Haha.
If she starts getting all bitchy up and stuff again la.

Here's what I did.
My classmates and I were in the lift in school. Before the door closed, I saw Wenna passing by near the lift.
I couldn't control myself and shouted "FEI FEI (fat fat), BYE BYE!!" And waved at the same time.
FUUYOOO! It felt good!
Yet, I was wondering, why the hell did I do that? Haha.
Wenna's face was damn black when I did that.
You deserve it, Wenna. You can't deny that fact.

I saw her nails were of a different colour liao. I think she found out that HORRORS!! "I LOOK LIKE A PIG WITH TROTTERS!"
The new colour suits you better.
Don't wear the same colour as I am PLEASE. I don't want to be Wenna (EWWW!).

I don't understand why Eileen still sticks to her. It's not as if Wenna is a good friend.
I would rather she stick to Raudhah la.
Wenna even say things about Eileen one lor.
Friends don't do that.
Sadly, cute big Wenna did.
I guess Eileen will still be friends with her or even believe the nonsensical excuses that Wenna is going to say.
Eileen is just too nice.
I must learn from her. Really. (:

I went out with my mum today. Was in a half-dead condition already. Feeling damn lethargic the whole of today.
Stupid flu la! Of all days to get this idiotic virus.
There's even a labtest early in the morning!
Sorry everyone if I disturbed your concentration with my non-stop sneezing.
My mum wanted to go somewhere and asked me to accompany her.
Since I was planning on going home early, I thought why not accompany her when it's been such a long time since we went out?
Won't say where we went.
After that, we went to Jurong Point to buy my nail crystals and polish.
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!!
Hehe.

I was wondering, does anyone knows where to buy cheap but good nail crystals?
The ones in Jurong Point Level 3 is too expensive.
The ones in Sasa are sold out.
Please do tell me if you know of the place!!

Off to go install Microsoft Office!!

8:38 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Pretty long

How would you feel if you were to tell someone your problems, the person then tell it to someone else even when you made him/her promised not to?

That happened to me like a while ago.

Shit man. I can't help but feel angry about this.

Don't blame me if I talk to you rudely. 'Cos you don't deserve my politeness.

Alright stray away from that irritating topic now.

Let's see some photos!!
All these are taken quite a while back. If you realised that the number of pictures in here are like quite limited.

The reason being, I'm just too lazy.

Come on. The uploading and waiting. Yawnss....

We were out buying tickets for Bintan. In the pictures are Zoe, Thomas and yours truly. Not in the pictures are Jonah and Daxi.
Later came my favourite part of the day. BIKINI SHOPPING!! The guys were kind to give comments and help us to see which one nicer. Thank you!!! The salesgirl was very very friendly and helpful too.
I'm definitely going back there to buy again.

The shop's located at Suntec City, Tower 3 #03-078. Name of the shop, BELLA KINI.
Excellent service. Other bikini shops aren't that friendly. I mean those where I shopped at.

Ah har! I remember when I took this!! Yesterday! Can you see my super duper happy face? It's because I passed my FTT evaluation. It's the second time I take it ok. And it's really irritating to fail it as your FTT test date will be cancelled. Super pek cek.

The black one's my favourite kitty. When you "sayang" him, he'll rub his head on your hand begging for more. Thus, you'll get the "oh my god! you're so cute!!". He's very warm too so I always feel extra happy when playing with him. Hehes.

The white one's my second fav. He may look really fierce and pretty dirty in this picture. It's all due to the new-comer thing. And he was quite dirty when he first came.
But now, he look so so fluffy that even my sis want to play with him so much.

Here comes the most interesting part.
I was playing with him yesterday after my evaluation thing.
Much to my surprise, HE PURRED!!! Not a lot of cats do that when you play with it ok! I swear he really purred. I am not deaf alright. He purred super loud. HE MADE ME SO HAPPY LA!!!

I was smiling my way home already.
And he'll also beg you for more by jumping up to your legs (just like a dog!) with no claws out. All you can feel is fur! Fluffy fur!!
Oh my tian!!!

Sorry I just love cats you see. Love them since primary school and just couldn't take my eyes off them.

I did mention that I had this hellish project which requires drawing of aeroplane? Here's my drawing of the A380.

The next two pictures were taken on Chin Wee's birthday. Don't ask me what were the guys doing. I have no idea. However, guys will always be guys.

Jeremy is currently having this crave of playing the waveboard. I don't know how it works except that you have to 'wiggle' your hips to move forward.
I secretly love to try it. Hehe.
Jeremy want me to promote this in my blog. So here it is! These are the boards of all his friends having it and his too.
His is the blue one. MY FAVOURITE COLOUR!! Hehe. Looks cool eh?

If you're interested, do leave me a message in here and I'll provide you with the details. Don't worry. You can leave your name as anonymous if you don't want me to know you. (:

One or two pictures of myself and we're off!!!

Wonder why I look so red in this picture.

p.s Wenna still sux.

7:32 PM

DISGUSTED!

Oh my god. I can't believe she painted her nails the same colour as mine! Super duper dark purple!!
I'm talking about Wenna by the way.
Except that I painted mine on my toes. She painted hers on her hands.
Why do the disgusting people like to paint their nails out of the blue when I started having the craze of painting mine?
Please Wenna. Rub them off while you can.
You look like a pig with trotters. The trotters are your super duper dark nails if you didn't catch that.
Don't make me feel like you. It puts me to the ultimate disgust.

Suddenly I miss Yi Xiang! Don't ask me why. I'm figuring that out too.Lol. It's been eon years since I last saw him. In this whole 3 years, I've only met him once.
Wonder how is he doing now.
sigh..

I can't wait for exams to come. Must think I'm crazy eh? Faster come faster go ma.
Then I'll feel closer to the Bintan trip. Hehe.
WOWNESS!!!

To my friend:
I hope you're feeling better now. Take it easy and don't think so much. ((:

12:27 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Boyceavenue

This guy, Alejandro Manzano, has an amazing voice and talent I tell you!!! ENJOY THE VIDEOS!!!
Thanks to Farhan who introduced these videos to me.

Usher/Young Keezy - Love In This Club (piano acoustic)

Coldplay - Viva La Vida (acoustic)

Timbaland/One Republic - Apologize (piano acoustic)

Linkin Park - Shadow Of The Day (piano acoustic)

Rascal Flatts/Cascada - What Hurts The Most (acoustic)

Neyo - Because Of You (keyboard/piano acoustic)

And hereby presenting their original with the full band. Coolness!!

Here Me Now

Find me

All the while

10:25 PM

YO WENNA!

Saw my pretty BIG Wenna today.
God! I WAS STUNNED!!!
I almost didn't recognise her. I'm dead serious ok. Not sarcastic.
SHE GREW DAMN FAST!
Up down left right front back also grow.

You can say I kind of enjoy insulting her. I'm not crazy alright. The point is, whatever I type in here, I would hope that she isn't that kind or that she'll change.
But the most interesting part is that, SHE PROVES ME RIGHT!
She kept on proving to me the kind of girl I said she is and almost make me feel like she'll be a hopeless spoilt brat and will never change.

She has proven the phrase, "A leopard will never change it's spots."
CONGRATULATIONS, DEAR WENNA!

Funny thing, she didn't even dare look at me today. Not even a teensie weensie glance.
Don't dare? Or don't want to?
Don't tell me that it's because you don't want to spoil your 'lovely' eyes or whatever shit-ass excuses (excuses again.sigh) you can think of.
I DON'T BUY THAT SHIT.

If you think i'm condemning or just LOVE making fun of BIG people, you're so wrong.
I have friends who are not that small in size. And they are sweet people.
In fact, I find that people who are not relatively small in size are really nice.

However people like Wenna girl, tsk tsk... Put all people to shame.

Conclusion:
SHE'LL NEVER CHANGE.

Wenna, I know you're reading this. And I am so excited that you are. Makes me wonder when and where. (gleeing with joy)

Alright stop here for now about that *****.

I went for my FTT evaluation today. I CAN'T SEEM TO PASS!! The question seem so so chim. See liao I blur.
And BBDC actually called me up just today saying that I HAVE to pass my evaluation by 27th or my test date will be cancelled.
DAMN!!
Why do I have to pass this in order to take my test?! So troublesome!! But also good la. Won't waste too much $$ that way.
I WANT TO PASS!!!!!

9:17 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Stop and leave

Why do people insist to hang on when it's tiring them so much?

When they know it's making them unhappy.

When they know hanging on will just make the other party take advantage of their kindness.

Worse still, when they know it's not worth it to hold on.

I learnt one thing after hearing one such 'case'. To let go when it is making me breakdown every now and then.
Not saying to anyone in particular but, why do something so stupid? I wouldn't say you are heroic. I would prolly say you are silly.
He/she don't even appreciate whatever great things you do. Why stay?
He/she snaps at you every now and then. Why stay?
He/she takes advantage of you not leaving. Why stay?

Is it all worth it?

Now talking to someone in particular. He doesnt deserve you. You want to wait for the right time to leave him. What ever for? This is not a game you know.
Because I'm your friend, I'm saying all this.
Yes, amongst all the bad character, he's actually a good boyfriend.
But hell! Look at how he treats you? Doesn't even respect you.
His friends says that he changed a lot.
I couldn't agree more.

Leave him. Just leave him. You can find someone much much better than him. Because he's among the worse guy in my list.
Leave and move. Don't look back.

Sorry if I'd said anything wrong.
I hope you think this through carefully.

Same to you, who are reading this. If you are in a similar situation. Just leave the other party. Because you know you deserve someone better.
Don't think that you'll die leaving him/her.
YOU WON'T!
Get that in your brain.

2:17 PM

Friday, July 18, 2008

GO F YOURSELF!

I'm not being unreasonable. I'm dead sure of that. And I'm not saying all this out of anger. THIS IS THE REAL FACT OK!
I will post this entry and don't give a fucking shit about whether it spoils YOUR school's reputation or not. B'Cos, IT'S NOT MY SCHOOL, DAMMIT!

MY mum was called up by the school to meet up with the principal regarding my brother about a super duper STUPID 'case'.

It's because he posted a video of his friend(s) (i don't know how many, but it's not the point here) jumping on chairs or something.
Don't you think it's a stupid thing to be called up for? I THINK SO TOO!
Come on la. In youtube how many videos of school kids doing stupid things in their school uniform and in the school?

THOUSANDS!

The DM says that it's going to affect the school's reputation. You think your school is ACS or RI ar? (the next sentence is going to be a bit random) Most of your students don't even behave in the public la please. You think one video can actually throw your school's reputation to like what?ZERO?

Don't fucking kidding me alright. If you're trying to crack a joke, you succeeded.

In the first place, why make it such a big thing when my brother already deleted the video IN FRONT OF YOU? Moreover its just a video showing the kids jumping here and there. It's not as if it's about beating each other up. If it's about beating each other up, my brother deserves it. NOW IT'S ABOUT JUMPING HERE AND THERE FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
Use your god-damn brain if you have it!

If you don't want your school's reputation to go bad, YOUR student shouldn't even be jumping on chairs or something right?
GO SCREW HIM UP EVEN MORE FIRST LA.

Being a DM doesn't mean you can abuse your authority ok! If you want the students to respect you, you should respect them too.
HAH! The big problem is that you don't even respect the teachers in the school. For that part, I don't wish to elaborate as it's unrelated to this topic.

Are you all curious to know which school? I don't give a damn about whether I get called to the school or something as I'm speaking of the facts. Why be embarrassed about it when it's the truth? Why try SO hard to even hide it?

JURONGVILLE SECONDARY SCHOOL!

See what a 'good' school this is? Now you all know what kind of DM or principal they have eh? Want to give caning because of such a small matter. REAL DUMB.

The DM of that school, like what my title says. GO FUCK YOURSELF!

Wenna is being a bitch again. She's the one not contributing to the group and now she even has the cheek to blame others regarding the group thing.
When you don't know where is the meeting place, CALL! That's what the phone's for isn't it? Or do you need me to teach you how to use it?
I'd probably throw it in your fucking face I think.
You even made the patient guy angry. So do you think you're still not in the wrong?
Excuses are what you're only good at.
When will you stop being a bitch, my dear Wenna?
When will you wake up from your cannot-make-it dream?

Enough of all these incorrigible, beyond hope of hopes people.

My sister and mum showed me this brochure. Can't understand what is it about as it's mostly in chinese. Like only 5% is in English?
The most interesting part is the translation of Chinese to English.I'm so sure that they DIRECT translate it lor. Here it goes! By the way, I typed it down word for word one hor.

1. Your couples not loyalty to you, how do you do?

2. When time to look for lover, each boy and girl all in pairs, how about you?

3. Will you feel vexing when your lover not backs all through the night?

4. When you are involved in various love affairs, how to settled?

5. When you stop having too many admirers, any way to stop it?

6. When both of your relationship has change, any way to save your marriage?

Sigh. What english.

10:31 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

eww that girl! la-la-la-la-la-la la-la-la-la-la (part 2)

edited-
by the way, if you are curious to know. she wiped off her nail polish. i wonder why though. don't you love it? or that you found out that it's so not you? tsk tsk.

This is going to be her again. If you don't like it, see that little red box with a white 'X' in it? CLICK IT AND SHOO!!

Anyways, I saw 'pretty little' Joanne today. She was with her group of friends. I didn't really want to waste my time making myself pissed because of her or whatsoever.
She actually looked at me UP DOWN lor please!!
What chor lor people (like myself. I HAVE TO ADMIT!!) call it, DIAO.
I could've flaunt myself in front of her. Guess I was too nice.
Instead a gave her a "Fuck you" glare. I mean come on la. You are clever, so what? I am dead sure I beat you in every way other than intelligence ok.
Pick someone your own size alright, missy? I mean literally.

So is anyone so kind to stand up for her? Her own friends maybe? I must remind you, make sure you know her before you start blabbling alright? =D

8:58 PM

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

eww that girl! la-la-la-la-la-la la-la-la-la-la

edited-
Finally learn her name. Credits to Zoe.
JOANNE.
Really doesn't suit her. What a waste of a beautiful name.
Smart ass but a siao zha bor.
-quote from Z

Fell asleep in SOCOM lecture. I wonder why. Is it because of the time of the day or the lecture is just plain boring?

When I woke up from my short 'nap', I saw that her nails were painted. Then I wonder. Have she even painted her nails before? Not that I recall lor. In fact, I've NEVER EVER seen her with painted nails before. I guess I was thinking too much until I saw her wearing the jacket the same way as I did.
My jacket is long and big. I always wear it with shorts nowadays. Zip it up halfway and roll up sleeves.
She did it the very same way I'm telling you (except that with jeans). I know you'll say,"You think you wear until very nice till people want to learn from you?" True. So true. But it couldn't be pure coincidence right?
I mean come on. She doesn't do the stuff above until now as I recently did. And that's my style.
What is she trying to pull? Trying to BE me? Come on. Give yourself a slap, sister.
I'm not angry. I'm amused instead.
Seriously. I don't lie.

Took daddy's car back home today. I'm so lucky to have him as a lecturer in school la. That way, I can longbang his car whenever I feel lazy and tired from taking the mrt.
Wise choice of choosing SP, girl!

Well, getting along pretty ok with my group members FOR NOW. I really hope we can have a headstart real soon. Exams coming again lor. And it's really fucked up just thinking about it. (sorry about my language)

I'm thinking whether should I fetch my sister back from the airport. But holy shit! It's like 12:40am leh!!
I still have school tomorrow at 9am you know.
*thinking thinking*

8:04 PM

Saturday, July 05, 2008

I've decided to let my ego down. If it were to stay as it is, I'd probably anger more people.

The first person I would want to apologise would be Eu. Please. I want us to be as great friends like before.
-sigh

9:40 PM

lappie's back!

As the title says, MY LAPTOP'S BACK!!! At milliongazillion last!! It was all thanks to Jeremy's scolding the operator and my mum's constant bugging them about it.
I mean come on la. Too long la please. If these lovely people didn't harrass you about it, it would prolly take let's say, 1 month?

Tomorrow is going to be the day for BUYING BINTAN TICKETS!!!
Even the Five-Star Tour lady said that normally people buy 3D2N. 2D1N too rush liao la. I want to relax. Not to go on a wild goose chase on the activities you know.

Jeremy and I quarrelled, yet again. I know I know it's common for couples to quarrel. This time is really my fault.
I stand my bloody temper. It's always the one killing the life out of people.
The reason why we quarrelled is damn stupid la. I was fed up with him not being able to accompany me after school. Even when he gave in, I still gave him my fucked up attitude. WHAT IS THIS, KARLING?!!
I ought to be slapped real hard.
My ego got in the way.
-sigh
I hope he forgives me. Cos I'm really sorry.
He made me promise that I will not throw my temper any-old-how again. I told him I can't promise him that. Did I say something wrong?
I don't want to promise something that I have no confidence in.

I've been obssessed with my nails recently. Don't ask me why. I'M GETTING VAIN!!

I have this out-of-the-world assignment. It's drawing a 3D view of an aircraft. I chose A380 as it fits my report la. It's not easy ok. It takes a lot of patience and no-trembling-hands to draw it nicely. Strangely, I kept feeling it's going to look like a toy airplane (just like chin wee's).

I gotta settle some things on my laptop. Update another time!!

i love you, dear.

7:56 PM