these few days Decided to give a short update since I'm having like 5days MC.
Did an extraction yesterday. I FINALLY KNOW HOW PATIENTS FELT WHEN THEY WERE PROPPING FOR SURGERY!! It was bloody scary!!!! I totally knew when the scaple was slicing my gums and could hear my wisdom tooth coming out when Dr Intek was using the forceps. The worse part was the injection and the pushing and pulling. My tears almost flowed when I was given the injection. However throughout the surgery, I couldn't feel any pain. IT WAS DONE SO FAST!! And I heard Dr Intek and Sharon saying that they could see my nerve and bone when they extracted the lower right tooth. WHAT THE HELL!!!
After that on the way home, the anesthesia began to wore off. That was when I started feeling real hell. It was aching so bad! I was starting to whine already. And the pain made it hard to sleep as well. Plus the swelling. Sheesh.
Today, I feel so much better!! The swelling lessen and the bleeding stopped. I could talk normally again. But eating is still a problem. I couldn't open my mouth wide and had to SLIDE my spoon into my mouth and swallow.
All in all, THIS IS A GREAT EXPERIENCE!!! Call me mad but it really is! How many people can really get to sit on the chair and brave through four LA OP done all at once? It's amazing I done it. *pats on my shoulder*
I had to thank Dr Intek, Sharon and Nina for being there.
Attended Jeremy's cousin's (Patrick) wedding dinner on Saturday. Totally freaked out because I'd be meeting all his relatives. Things didn't turn out well for me for the first half. I was totally humiliated in front of everyone in the room. I felt so angry and hurt! Wanted to cry out so badly. Wanted to run away so badly. But I promised Jeremy I had to put on a smile. It was really very hard. To not show my true emotions was the hardest part ever. Sigh... I hope this would not happen again. It was the second time this humiliation has happened. I don't think I would want to see her for the time being. Sigh... Super hurt.
Stopping here now. Can't think of anything else. Hate it when I have this mind block whenever I'm thinking about something.
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