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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

I will blog tomorrow ok?

These few days are the only days to replenish my energy. (:

ben : haha.why not? mrs ong's still in there lor. LOL

diana : *runs away* lol! be there for me MY FOOT! got boyfriend liao this friend can throw away le la. talking about today hor, girl. lol!!

11:24 PM

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

moving on

I want to thank the two guys for being there for me all this while.

But when someone is really tired, he/she would let go of everything.

I don't think I would go back anymore.
I want to move on.
It's silly for me to hold on when I know very well there will be no end to it.

I can't treat you like as if nothing has happened.
Something has happened.
And we won't be so close anymore.

I feel terrible to part with Jeremy.
But it has got to stop.

I'll be moving on.
I'll moving away from the two guys.
Wish me luck! ((:

11:42 PM

it's a bad bad day

It feels weird not calling him when I wake up. Haha.

Well, it's a start of a new beginning.

I had a very rough night yesterday and all I had was myself. I'm back to the lonely self again where no one's there for me and blahs.
I guess I'm pretty used to it already?

Wonder why am I talking this way? 'Cos I've put away all the love in the world (family not included).

I've broken up with Jeremy.
We're tired of each other.
He said that I wasn't understanding and when I made up my mind on doing something, I will not expect no for an answer.
It was very hard on him.
I said that asking him out is like begging him. All I need was a little of his time and it's so hard?
It was hard on me too.

So the final decision?
We parted ways, yesterday.

It wasn't easy on me.
A 2 years 9 Months and 5 days relationship.
Well, it's better to end now than to cause more misery to each other right?

Then I became another bad person yesterday.
I shall name the person ermm....N?

N loved me from I don't know when.
I only got to know not long ago that he still loves me.
However, he's not ready to be in a relationship but at the same time, he don't wanna lose me.
To tell the truth, I loved him a little too.
Until recently, I made my decision.
I msged him yesterday.
Told him that since we're just friends, we should leave a gap in between and not be so close to each other.
Yesterday was the last day of me being so nice to him.
There has to be restrictions since we're just friends.
This decision has nothing to do with Jeremy. This decision was made AFTER the breakup.

I must've hurt him real bad yesterday.
I don't want to cling on to someone who moves back when I move forward.

Please, if any of you are reading this,

don't ask me to cheer up.
don't ask me to relax and cool down.
don't ask me to forget about what happened.
don't ask me whether am i ok.
don't ask me whether am i feeling better or not.

I don't want any of this.
It'll only make me feel worse.

So please, I don't want to see all these.
I'll be fine.

I'll make use of the F1 to forget all these and start anew.

I will start anew. (:

1:07 PM

Monday, September 22, 2008

Updates!

Sorry for not updating!!

I've been rather lazy and well, lazy. Haha! However today's entry won't be too long.

Alright. As I promised, the pictures of the lantern festival celebration in Xingnan Primary School.

In the end was only Irene and I who went (as usual). I'm lucky to have her as company. Hehe.

God! The temperature in the canteen was CRAZY! It was so hot, as if the fans were not turned on. They are!! But I have no idea why it's not doing much.

Here are the pictures! Be prepared to see the childish side of Mr Low!!! LOL!!!

he made us pose "1...2....3" -.-

mrs ong with her son! and us

I think we were the oldest batch there. WE OLD ALREADY!!!

There was a stay-over cum bbq in Thomas's house.
It was really fun during the bbq.
But one big turn-off is that I had to go back to school for fyp in the daytime.
However, the first night quite a number of them stayed over.
After that in the morning, everyone zao liao and never came back. LOL!
I'm not that of a spoil sport ok!
I stayed for the whole three days!
It's much too troublesome to tell you all the details.
The happenings can be found in Jonahs blog (http://afternoon-rain.blogspot.com/).

Oh oh! Here's one picture that Jonah didn't have. A photo of Thomas sucking lemon in Sake Sushi. LOL!!

I'm currently learning how to make handmade accessories from Jacqueline.
IT'S REALLY FUN!!
If you really like hands-on I suggest you take on this lesson.
Here are the pictures of the accessories I made. In order. From terrible to not bad. LOL!!

this is the very first earrings. ugly hor?

with lots of help from Jacqueline

for my dearest mumsie

with a bit of help from Jacqueline. I like it!

Here is my favourite piece!! I name this earring necklace set "Paradise of Darkness"

the wires are gold but I can't seem to take a picture of the real colour.

The above set piece is supposed to be my homework for the handmade accessories.
I hope it looks good.

It's really hard loving you. I cried almost every night just because of you. I don't feel you. You say you love me but I don't feel it. Will you show me that you really love me? It hurts. It really does. I wanna cry so badly.

Jonah : Yeah I think so too. (:

diana : Glad you know. I jin tao sian diao when I got no reply from you. you better bu chang i tell you. LOL. But really la. I was totally sian diao.

Irene : Sorry I went home to eat!!! =/

10:53 PM

Thursday, September 18, 2008

reply

David Santos : thank you.(: i realised you went to my friend's blog to tag too. who are you?

zoe : haha! nice hor?=p

9:16 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008

The pictures on the Xingnan Mooncake Festival Celebration will be up another time but soon.

It's so late already and I need to sleep early.

Tomorrow I'm having a class from Jacqueline (owner of Angelicious Creations)!
She's going to teach me beading tomorrow!!

I'M SO EXCITED!!!

Wish me the best of luck!!

Irene: glad you know you're wrong! Haha!! i'm excited too!!!

Diana: these posts are surprising meh? surprisingly emo hor? Haha!! remember to make the arrangements!

12:37 AM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Pictures uploaded! (Bintan trip)

I'm feeling better today so I'll take this chance to update on the Bintan trip ok?

I'll not upload ALL pictures as it'll be really tiring.
100 over leh!

1st day :
We reached there and were told that we can't check in yet as the previous person hasn't checked out.
Still nevermind.
We walked to the beach to kill time.
God! The seawater there is so clean!!
You can see the sand and whatever's in the water!!
I've never felt such clean seawater before.
So much different from Singapore water la.
Haha.
The following two pictures were taken before Zoe's camera went swimming.

Then later came the almost big thing.
Zoe's camera DROPPED into the WATER!!
Strangely, it didn't affect her mood leh.
If I were her, I would've went emo the whole of the trip.

We went to check out the what-to-do there.
Seems like there's a lot la actually.
But I guess our main motive there was to try out the water sports.
We settled for kayaking (day) and Fireflies (night).

Waited for quite long, still can't check in.
Like so long la!!
My patience is not high so I guess I was a little pissed.
Moreover they don't want to go eat yet.
And I was starving.

Finally, they gave in and we went to this "restaurant" near the beach.
Had to walk pass this mini-zoo to get to this other beach.
After dining,
we had to obviously walk back.
Then here comes the BIG THING!!

While walking, I heard a loud crack at the top.
Looked up, and saw something like a BIG log coming down.
It was huge ok!
Of course I was freaked out.
I don't want to die.
So I screamed and ran forward.
But later, I realised that the log isn't tumbling down anymore.
I guess it was stuck up there.
Thank goodness.
But hell!!! Seconds later, I see bees coming!!!!
LIKE WHAT THE HELL!!!!
I'm terrified of bees ok!!
Of course not as terrified as for cockroaches.
So anyways,
I shan't elaborate further as it'll soon be a grandmother's story. Lol.
You can come and ask me if you want. I'll fill you in.

After countless screams from Zoe,
Zoe got one bee sting on the head and Daxi got 5. Not all in the head for him though.
Jonah and I were lucky to not kana bee stings.
It must've been god damn painful as it was swollen soon after and they both experience headaches.

We 'rushed' them to the hotel staff and they brought them to the clinic.
Luckily, they were given medication and were better after the pain subsided.

They were feeling better to even go for the Fireflies!!
Hehe.
It was so dark at the mangroves.
I was so afraid of snakes can!
The guide made me more afraid by saying there'll be snakes.
Argh!
Lol.

We were lucky to get a super friendly guide.
He was cool too!!
We were allowed to catch the fireflies with our bare hands.
Darn cool lor please!!!
And we got real close to the fireflies too.
So here are the pictures taken at the Fireflies trip!!

before setting off

jonah and i

zoe and daxi

getting ready

our oh-so-cute guide

the black speck is a firefly. cant get a clear picture of it. it's too small!

after the trip

heading back to the resort!

So that's the end of day 1!

2nd day:
We got up early to have breakfast, swimming and then head over to SNORKELING!!

So obviously we had to take this boat with a few other tourists to get to our snorkeling spot.
Terrible ride!
Ok it wasn't so bad.
But when the boat is stationary, I will have seasick.
Sheesh I hate seasickness!!

I thought the snorkelling spot would have colourful corals.
Little did I know, the corals are about to die.
So other than brown and orange, I saw none other colours.
And the fishes ain't very spectacular either.
Disappointment.

There are no pictures during snorkeling to show as we can't take any.
We don't have the water resistant camera or the underwater camera or something.

this is one adorable jap baby!!

i know i got tummy. just shut up ok!

heading over to snorkeling

yes she's carrying my bag. it was heavy! =/

sitting at this very big platform while waiting for the time to come.

NO DAXI NO!!! lol

i know i look dark and terrible. I WAS SUFFERING FROM SEASICKNESS and
'cos of the snorkeling, i become like a malay.
grrr...

We were dead tired after the snorkeling and decided to head back to the room to rest.
That's where the above picture come from.

tsk. jonah keep playing DS.

i had to put this! LOOK AT ZOE'S LEG!!
look like she's taking some whatever picture hor?
LOL!!!

zoe demanded for a second picture.
so this is the last best shot!

daxi emo-ing. haha

DS STILL!!

Later in about 3+pm, we decided to go jet skiing!!
Unfortunately, we're not allowed to jet ski as the sea is choppy.
It'll be dangerous if we were to still head out.

So, we had to postpone it to the 3rd day morning. Before we head back to Singapore.

As we still had time left, we climbed to the rocks and sat there for a while.
Frankly speaking, I was so afraid that I would fall off.
If I had proper shoes and not carrying a bag, I would climb with ease.
I was wearing slippers la!

Luckily, nothing happened.
To me that is. Haha.

When we were about to head off, Jonah asked Daxi to get onto this particular rock.
Daxi si beh kan jiong la!
He walked down so fast, stepped on the algae on the rocks, then SLIPPED!!
And he got his whole body wet.
Shiok eh?

Daxi then asked Jonah to join him.
Little did he know, Jonah slipped and fell as well.
There you go! Two wet brothers!

I think Daxi just loves to ka jiao Zoe.
He was pulling Zoe to the sea, wanting to make her wet.
Well, obviously he succeeded. Haha.
Zoe was shouting and screaming la.

Seriously, this is the first time I heard Zoe scream and shout so many times. Lol!

this look is flawless! lol!

jonah took this. it looks like a small river or something right?
it's not!
in fact, it looks more like a "lang gao" in reality.

zoe : "let's go and wash our legs at the cat!" (points forward)
us : (look ahead) "that's a frog leh!!"
it doesn't even look like a cat!!
Haha!!

zoe and the 'cat'

since the frog is a 'cat', every animal statue there is also a cat.

look at my arms! so red liao!!! kns!

ultra cute jap baby!!!!
this is another jap baby. not the previous one we saw.

i'm a good photographer! right zoe? haha

i seriously love this flower

they said that there isn't a lot of pictures of me.
so they insisted i take a photo with the flower.

jonah went "ARGH!" when he saw the picture.
cant see his face!! LOL

resort surrounding

these lizards are there for i dunno what.
but they're so GREEEEEENNN!!!

this is a real dragonfly.
taken by jonah.

Since it's the last night in Bintan, we decided to drink. Hehe.
We were allowed to use the karaoke room FOR FREE!!

Gosh! I thought the songs in there would be updated or something.
It's all old songs!

The list says "Latest Songs".
But it seemed to me that they're the quite old songs leh.
However, we did enjoy ourselves that night.
Luckily we know how to sing some of the songs.
Hehe.