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Sunday, May 25, 2008

misery

The boredom. The misery. I hate school. I really do. All the tests and assignments. Projects and blahs. When will this stupid thing ever stop?
I'm already on the verge of giving up.
Not caring about any labtests. Don't give a damn of whether the project is progressing. Not anything.
I don't like it here. It's so stressful and everything. Over here, without money, you cannot live.
I want to migrate. To Canada maybe. Or Australia. Just not here.

Don't ask me why I feel so not-me now ok. I'm just tired. I'm just tired of all the things piling up. Of all the fucked up people. Of all life.

10:20 PM

Thursday, May 22, 2008

realised what you did? THINK NOT!

And now you take away all your extensions.
So what is it now? That you don't like long hair (like what you said before)?
You realised you look horridly disgusting when you gaze into the mirror?
Or that you remembered what you said before and what you bombarded Irene about?
The second point seems more like the reason. I mean you don't have the heart many others have.

Diana -- haha! well said! i say let them be too. they dont have the love we get from everyone around us.
by the way lady, you better reply me regarding the message i left you in msn. =D

9:30 PM

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Arrr! I suddenly remember why Jeremy was so nice to volunteer coming over tomorrow!!!

Because...

TOMORROW IS OUR 2YRS 5 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!!!!

Like how can I forget about that?!
I should slap myself.

8:40 PM

MORE GAMES!

Waaaa!! I'm indulging myself in games games and games!!

Not long ago, I just COMPLETED "God of War" in my psp. But of course, with some help from Jonah and Angus. They helped me in the strategy part. I'm really a stupid ass in that.
Now I'm playing Tennis!! Psp hor, don't get me wrong. Keep having the feeling not long after I would so called complete the game as well.
GIVE ME MORE GAMES!!!

Terribly bored at home and am worried about the FYP(again). I know I've been drooning on and on about it. I can't help it!!

Yay! Jeremy said that he'll be coming over tomorrow! I hope he's serious about it. Haven't seen him in like about 4days. I so envy girls who get to see their boyfriends almost everyday lor! But but but... See everyday also will sian. Right?

There ain't anything more that is moving in my life currently. Except for... MORE GAMES PLEASE!!

8:20 PM

Friday, May 16, 2008

doing-oh-so-well

It must be really depressing for you to see that I'm doing ok in school and surrounded by like a number of guys. My dear bitch, I don't have much of a choice if you realised. Do you see a GROUP of girls in MY class? I so pray for even just ONE more girl.

Enough of this. You just tell me straight in the face you hate me and all the insulting words ok? Or just tag my blog.
Cowardly piece of shit. I bet your parents didn't teach you well, if not you won't be so hopeless. Or you lack of parental love? POOR YOUU!!

Ok I'll shut up from here. AND YOU BETTER FUCKING DO!

Went to watch "What Happens in Vegas" I think on wednesday. It was good! Damn good in face!
You all should really go watch it.
Really worth the $$.

Nothing much has been happening in my life. Except for the FYP thing.
It's taking over my life!!!!
Had a migrain yesterday and am still wondering what was the cause of it. didn't sleep early? Or what? I SO HATE THEM!

Tomorrow gotta make a trip to Rocher Centre and Ikea (Tampines) to buy all the components and things we need. The guys volunteered to take the heavy stuff home whereas I'll be taking home the components only.

Ok I'm angry and it's not about the i-love-to-insult-karling person.
Don't know how to invest, THEN DON'T!
Don't keep crawling to us when you lost like thousands of money!
WE ARE NOT YOUR ATM, DAMMIT!!!!
GO GET YOUR OWN MONEY THE NEXT TIME AND DON'T BLAME ME FOR GIVING YOU A DAMN BLACK FACE EVERY TIME I SEE YOU.

I miss my sister. And I'm dead sure I'll miss my brother in two weeks time too. Sighs...

10:50 AM

the fats

I don't see myself bitching about fat people when I know I'm not slim myself. And ironically, I have a number of what you call FAT friends.

Come on la, girl. Just say it to me that you hate me terribly much. Why are you being such a coward about this? Are you so afraid to let me know who are you?
Just make sure you watch what you say and blahs. Trying to ruin my reputation won't do you any good.
Go fuck yourself, bitch

10:15 AM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

must see

Oh god. This is so interesting!
You people actually got so bored of insulting me until you have to go to another soul's blog and tag as me?

Alright here's what this poor animal said:

check out my blog, im a kinda good looking girl. (Yes yes I know I am. You need not tell everyone that! Shhh...*shy*)

im miss singapore polytechnic (Oh really! I'd actually won that title?! God man! Do you love me that much until you fantasize me as miss sp? Don't look up to me that much! PLEASE!)

im hot (Why thank you! Haha!)

*those in brackets are by ME!

Fauzi was nice to email me. telling me what was happening. But seriously, I think it's rather hilarious as you can see that poor animal didn't gain that much attention by tagging that post. You are trying so hard! I can so feel your determination. JIA YOU!!

Look people (those who hate me to the core), why don't you just quit sitting behind the computer, trying to ruin every single teeny weeny bit of my life (errr did you actually realise my life is getting better? I have the best boyfriend any girl can ever have. My family loves me so much, so do i. What's more to ask for?)?
Like it's not working.
Therefore, just say it to my face (unless you don't have the guts to). Seriously, what's with the using-my-name get up? That interesting? Gees...

I'm rather busy with my final year project and studies. So the updates will not be as frequent. =D

Last but not the least,
THANK YOU, FAUZI!!!

10:31 PM

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

bush it up!

I know I've been really lazy. I'll try to post the pictures as much as I can alright?

In the mean time, BEAR WITH ME!

Remember the SP event I was talking about? Pictures!!

from left: Del, Matthew, Me, Angus, Jonah, Wei Chang

this was the horrible singing guy.sorry i don't like don't like the way you holler your way through. Even Jonah who likes metal finds you a horror!

After this whole event thing, there was a while of dancing. This girl who was behind me, she kept swinging her arms that it hit me (not hard or I would've screamed at her already.) a few times. That's not the worse!!
While dancing, SHE ACCIDENTLY PULLED MY TOP DOWN! Ok it didn't go down la but come on! It went down a bit lor! AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN SAY SORRY!!! FUCK HER!!
I was so angry that I kept staring at her. I don't give a damn whether she saw it or not. I tried to 'shove' her out of that area. AND I DID IT!! WOOT! HATE HER LIKE CRAZY!!
Went home after that, as usual.

Just love tying my hair up in a bun. Especially in a hot day like these days, it becomes a MUST NEED thing.
That's not all. If you want to get temporary curls, THE RESULT IS GREAT!
Alright my hair isn't exactly beautiful to begin with. It's just to show the curls.

Quite nice hor? Teehehe...

I got sick and tired of my old spectacles so decided to change it 2 weeks ago. I have to change my lens anyway so I guess it's a good time. Didn't post the pictures here because of two reasons :

1st reason : LAZY!!!

2nd reason : There are some cock up problems with the lens.

It was solved yesterday and I got it!!

I want to change the colour of my hair so badly! I hate the brown. It makes me look dull. It is just me or does anyone else feels so too?
I made up my mind to go DIY! After asking Angus which brand should I go for, LOREAL!! (is it spelt this way?)
I'm so going to be their loyal user already.
The effect is good!!

I wanted ruby. And I bought ruby. Funny. It turns out to look purplish in some way or another. However, there are some red in there la.
The pictures you can't see that clear so yeah, best to see 1st hand!!
IT'S JUST THE COLOUR I WANT! And it gets rid of the brown THAT GOOD!!

A bit of pictures of myself before we proceed. Hehe.

I WAS studying ok!

Now the hair.

I love it so don't spoil my mood!!

~~I still can't believe you're that kind of girl. How I despise you. I hope you'll lose your friends one day so that you'll learn how to treasure them.~~

To end the post, MY DEAREST AND I on my birthday!!! I wasn't wearing my best as we quarrelled the night before (that sad eh?) and quarrelled in the morning (on my birthday ok!) too. I went OVER to PASIR RIS to apologise for whatever I've done (seriously, I don't know what did I do. His temper was a bit foul that few days too.). He was so touched lor please! How I love his look of suprise! Although I was crying damn badly at his door la. *whoops*

9:39 PM

Friday, May 02, 2008

like doing it when you hate it?

I know it's like such a long time thing. But, since I just saw it today, I'll say it like as if it's today (I know I'm lagging la.) Fine? Here goes.

I don't hate you at all. Have absolutely NOTHING against you. I now see you as a aquaintance that's all. However, after seeing what I saw, I began thinking. Was I wrong about you? Ok let's make this loud and clear. I HOPE YOU SEE THIS!!
Loud enough?

What did Irene do man? Do you actually have to call her FUGLY? No matter what she was your friend once right? Don't tell me no as you'd be lying to yourself.
And you went she copy you. Errr...Like how old are you? Alright 18 that time. 18 girl!! What the fuck is 18 to you? 14?! Still the copy-me thing in your head? Please la. Wake up your idea!

I wonder do you have amnesia? KNOCK KNOCK! Look at how you dress now? Don't you realise is like your OWN FRIENDS? Is exactly like them la. Ok then you go,"Is my problem what. What is it of yours?" True. So true. Spoken like a true "copycat".
And who is the one who says that she will look ugly with long hair? Then TAA-DAAHH!! EXTENSIONS! Like longer than my own hair?

Gees! What a ironic thing. Or did I see the long strands wrongly? Are they suppose to be short? If they are, I'M TERRIBLY SORRY! I'LL KNEEL DOWN OK?

Wonder why am I so mad? COS YOU INSULTED MY FRIEND SO BADLY!
CALLING HER FUGLY!
LOOK WHO'S TALKING!

Seriously, look at yourself in the mirror. Give yourself two tight slaps, and ask yourself what have you done and said all your life.
MEI JIA JIAO!

Fancy saying Irene "COPYING" you when you are doing the same thing. OH WAIT! Did you say that when you are sleeping?
APOLOGIES AGAIN THEN!!

Wow! I didn't know how pissed I am until I'm updating this post.
Like Get A Freaking Life Out Of Your No-Life!

By the way, an eye for an eye, you look fugly too. With your extensions and all. You look so much worse now with your 'new' dressing.

I won't tell others who you are and blahs.

COS I'M NOT LIKE YOU!

11:00 PM