the first day=the bitching/crappy day The first day of school was rather sucky for me. The reason being I was very very tired. I could barely smile at jokes. I guess today just wasn't the day for me. To make things worse, I had a bloody sore throat and today is the third day of that living hell.
I know I haven't been putting my heart into the project. I can't feel that I WANT to put my heart into it. Thinking back, I played a part in the faults. By the way, being left out in the group doesn't apply to I didn't attend the so called meetings with you guys. I felt left out was when you guys didn't discuss the project with me when I was freaking in front of you. Get the drift? Get the facts right before 'proving' that point of yours earlier. I'm not pissed. Just trying to reason out. However, the rest of the points you pointed out were correct. I apologise. Sorry.
Was checking out someone's blog and saw in her tags she mentioned there was this guy called E. I thought he didn't like her. We'd even quarrelled about her before. Quarrel until we are not even friends now. I wonder if the E guy was him. If yes, he must be the world's most hypocrite ever.
Z told me today that there was this particular girl in her class who gets top in class all the time. Wow. Not bad eh? But the big problem is her character. To put things straight, she is unfriendly (i'm not lying), she's a noisy ass (i get irritated by her i-want-attention voice all the time). Z almost wanted to slap her because she's damn dao and proud. Like hello! Your top is nothing compared to my class top ok. You being proud isn't gonna get you anywhere. The reason why you have your so called friends around are because you constantly seek attention from them. Frankly speaking, people who are worth it will get attention naturally and need not SEEK for it.
I just feel like bitching today. LET ME!! If you feel I'm terribly mean today, keep bitching about people, it's just because I don't feel happy and the tiredness and sore throat just made me feel crappy. Pardon me just for today alright? Apologies!!
Now let's go on to W. Z told me that her sister hated W. WOOT!!!! Z!!! Tell your sister I want to be her friend!! LOL. Indeed, she has grown horizontally horrifically. I have to admit, so am I too. But not as bad? She's still the little slut I know.
I want to go shopping! What's stopping me? WELLLL.....INFLATION!! I can't believe there are still people shopping. Inflation's not affecting them one bit? Wow...rich people. I am beginning to act like a aunty liao lor. Saying that this and that is expensive and blahs. Nooooo!!!!!
I really must do my work now. Update another time!! Peace!!
8:40 PM
Sunday, June 29, 2008
FUJITSU SUX!!!!!!!! Exam's over so I guess there's not reason for me to not blog eh? (SHIT!)
Alright so updates on the happenings. As much I can remember la.
My laptop gave up on me and I had to make a trip down to Funan IT mall (damn! it's far la! for me that is.) The trip down was ok. The problem starts AFTER that trip down. Which means the repairing time. Alright repairing time would take prolly about 2-3 weeks right? Don't tell me it's more than that. Call 67388118 and ask Fujitsu about the repair time. That's not my number if you're thinking I'm that dumb to put it in here. I called them about 1 week ago, asking them if my laptop's ready. They told me my mainboard (SHIT LA IT'S MOTHERBOARD LEH! I wonder how it got spoilt.lol) spoil and they have ordered the parts, now waiting for it to arrive. I was patient ok! I waited for 1 week. Called them AGAIN and WHAT THE HELL!!! They are still waiting for the freaking parts!! School is about to start and I haven't get it back. I was dead angry ok. Or should I say, I AM dead angry. My mum called up Fujitsu and asked them to speed up the time if not I won't be able to do my project. They called me back and said that they would lend me a laptop until my laptop is ready for collection. It sounds like a very good deal eh? I thought so too.
So I happily went over to Funan with Diana on Saturday to collect it. It turns ot that the laptop is a mini notebook. Alright it's rather cool and cute. I like it la. The appearance I mean. You know what's the RAM? 512MB!! IT'S A FREAKING 512MB RAM! AND MY OWN LAPTOP IS 2GB RAM LA!!! 2GB RAM I install my school's program is already very slow la. 512 will hang la!!! I'm like fucking angry!!!! I told Jeremy about it and he called Fujitsu, screwing them off. They say they have this and that rule. But hell la. You say you'll lend me a laptop to install my school's programs so that I can do my project. You give me a laptop with a useless RAM which will lag after I install the programs. WHAT'S THE FUCKING USE?!! I would rather they not lend me a laptop. It sums up to the same thing doesn't it? Worse still, they can't give me a estimated time my laptop would be ready. THEN HOW?! WANT ME TO WAIT FOREVER?!!! Come on la. Installing the programs takes hours. I have to spend 2x of that in all. Damn dumb la!!!
So all in all, FUJITSU IS SO UNRELIABLE. THE $83 SERVICE CHARGE IS SO NOT WORTH IT AS THE SERVICE IS FUCKING SUCKY. They should seriously look into this.
Enough of the fucking Fujitsu. Talking about them makes my blood boil.
Yesterday, the guys (Thonas, Delwyn, Jonah, Angus) plus Jeremy and I went to Kuishinbo to eat for lunch. Woo...it was not bad. The service is ok too. I dig the Shishamo can!! The small pregnant fish. Don't flood me with things saying I'm cruel or whatsoever. Say it to almost everyone in Singapore first then say it to me ok. Do the hate thing in your head. Anyways, after that we head over to the cinema and caught the show "Wanted". I didn't fully enjoy the show leh. I guess it was my contact lenses causing the displeasure. Shan't explain about that. The guys enjoyed it though. Good for them.
Went over to Jeremy's house today and his aunty's whole family's there too. His godmum arrived later. Hooo. It's was really fun eating with them. Non-stop laughter. Especially when they suan each other. However, I didn't really like the smoking part. Didn't show it out though. I have manners ok. As usual, we ate steamboat. I'm starting to develop a fear for steamboat. Because everytime I dine at Jeremy's house, it's steamboat!! We even had ice cream after that. They wanted a Swensen ambient so they switched off the lights and lighted candles. Haha. Interesting eh? Jeremy's aunty and uncle were very nice to send me back home. THANK YOU!!! They even asked me to drop by every sunday to have a gathering with them. That's so sweet la. =D
This is for someone -- You're not that important to me but seeing you in that state, makes me think of myself when I was in your shoes before. People flooding me with rumours and stuff that this guy I was with is not a good guy and blahs. Even my family didn't accept him. I had to endure the things he did which made me felt disappointed in him up until now. But thinking back, I find that it's really silly of me to love that guy so deeply. To give him my everything when he didn't appreciate it one bit. Cheated on me like dunno how many times. Look at me now. I found someone whom I love very much. And he appreciates every single thing I do. He cares for me so much until I feel I don't deserve that much. I thought I won't be loving someone else too. But hey. If you open yourself to other opportunities, you might not know what you'll find. If you think what I've said is crap, then so be it. This guy is not worth it and you know it. Cheer up soon and forget about that ass.
10:33 PM
Friday, June 20, 2008
Wonder what did I eat today. I was like running to the toilet just now la! Buay tahan. I hate stomach problems.
I seem to be having post exam jitters. Keep getting sick and all. What's wrong with me?!!
There isn't much motivation left in me to actually study. But but but...exams are just next week! What's making me study is the every day telling myself "Just these two weeks. After that, can relax a bit. JUST THESE TWO WEEKS!!" It helped a bit though. But later, thinking about the reports that have to be handed in (which means rush) and the FYP, holidays are so gone. BUT IT'S THE LAST YEAR ALREADY!!! -sigh
I want to go Bintan! Ok Zoe asked me whether want to go Malaysia during the September holidays, I SAID YES!! Luckily, my mum agrees too (FINALLYY!!!). Hehe. Then I found out from Zoe that Jonah and Daxi are planning to go Malaysia to relax too! So the four of us! They were planning to go this resort in Johor. Johor now like very luan you see. So my mum's not too sure about it. I was thinking of Bintan. It's like if you really want to go relax in a resort, I would rather you go somewhere a bit further and more worth it. Well, it's still up to them isn't it?
Sometimes I feel really useless that I couldn't help me friend in need. Not saying who but, she has been rather unhappy because of personal problems. I really want to help her. But how? All I can say is "If you need someone to talk to, you can always call me." That's bloody all. Grr...
I think I need to head over to the toilet AGAIN pretty soon. I'd better stop here now. Good Luck for my exams!!! =/
8:45 PM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Am not feeling so well so won't be updating much.
Had a big fat headache the moment I wake up. Actually, it's when I was SLEEPING then I had it. I wonder how I got it la. And now I feel like crap.
Exams are like next week. I gotta do well for it. Shit man! I sound like some robot, typing a few words in one sentence!!
I WANT TO SLEEP!!! and get well of course
11:04 AM
Monday, June 09, 2008
Grr Grr...Haven't update in like 8 days. Just a brief write out then.
Was so busy with reports these few days that all I can do is write reports and sleep. No life eh? I THINK SO TOO!! Guess which module is the killer one? AES!!!(Aeronautical Engineering Science) Damn it! I feel like giving that Liew Hui Sing a black face if I happen to see him. Is he crazy or is he crazy?! (you don't have much of a choice) Expect us to do his report and at the same time study for his module. How to study when we still have his report at hand? I can tell you that the way he teach also cannot-make-it. Disastrous! Ok it's the modern way of teaching. BUT TOO FAST! My classmates and I can't even catch what the ding-dong he's talking about lor! He just goes on and on, concentrating on those bunch of fun "gundus". So long as someone answers (only one person answer also shiok), he'll go on and on. He should learn more from Mr Heng. I dig his teaching man. You can really understand. He MAKES you understand. It's not too slow, not too fast. Steady. THAT'S THE WAY TO TEACH. Not just ranting on and on. Gees. A part of me wants you to see this.
Enough of him.
On Wednesday, we went to celebrate Wei Chang's birthday. Sound alien to you right the name? I don't hang out with him or his clique much, so yeah. Anyways, the guys were at the bowling alley so I popped over to meet them. After changing of course. There, I saw this primary school girl with her elder brother. THERE WERE SO ZAI LOR! It's really obvious that they have training one can! I feel so small seeing them. sigh. LOL.
Later, we went over to Central to eat (YAY!!). Andy was supposed to meet us there (the name definitely rings a bell eh? search the archives to know more about him. LOL!!). Strangely, for no apparent reason, he alighted at Raffles Place. All of us were wondering, "Err..Why Raffles? I thought we're at Clarke Quay?" Wow good question eh? I still didn't get the answer in the end. Guess no one bothered to ask. We went ahead eating without him. Supposed to wait but the guys decided to leave him out on that. An instant decision ok! The guys are definitely meaner than I am.
Eat until like 7pm, we head over to the pubs. Wei Chang brought us to this China pub. You should see the look on my face when I feel the china ambient around me. Hey hey I'm not countri-est ok! Alright I admit I'm not a great fan of China people. Come on! Most of their citizen make such a ruckus in public. I don't hate them. Just don't really have a liking towards them. It just makes it worse that it's a China pub that's all. Seriously, Wei Chang, I don't blame you.
Argh! There are like a few happenings and one drunk guy in the pub. The few happenings are nothing dirty ok. Just singing, playing pool and the dicey game. I don't feel like typing it all out. Too lazy! The pictures of the dining I'll post it soon. Didn't take pictures of the pub hanging. =D
Lastly, I hate the weather nowadays. Click your fingers, hot. Click your fingers again, cold. What's the deal man?!
By the way, I went for a pedicure (with mumsie) and bought a new top today. Hehe.
Alrighto! Byee!!
saw someone today that i wouldnt even dream of acknowleging. not that she or i want to. seriously, i dont even know she existed if her friends didnt mention her name. so un-noticable. tsk. she almost spoil my day
7:21 PM
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Just a short update. I gotta research on my assignments you know. Don't want to let others see I'm a lazy bum.
Jeremy came over to STAY on friday and saturday!!!! It was HURRAY HURRAY and HURRAY for me! This time, he volunteered. Knowing that I'm alone at home (my siblings are away, remember?), he came over to accompany me. Now, our latest obsession is the game "Patapon". You guys should really try it. It's really cute la. But I can play until pek cek. It needs patience, AND I DON'T HAVE THAT!!!! I'll be like,"WTF! WALK FASTER CAN?!!"
I failed my FTT evaluation. Haha! I guess must realli study for it. BBDC called me on Wednesday asking me to complete my evaluation within the two days. Of course, the kan jiong me rush to the internet accessible computer and logged in la. THERE ARE NO SLOTS AVAILABLE FOR THURSDAY AND FRIDAY LOR!!! Even Wednesday also nope nope. You should see the look on my face when I see the unavailable slots. So, I called BBDC to enquire. I told them about the unavailable slots and blahs, they asked me to go ahead with the Saturday available slot. However, there is no guarantee that my test date will still stay there. What other choice do I have anyway? And thus, the failing of the evaluation. LOL!!!
The driving simulator is damn fun la! I can get to crash like some drunkard whenever I want. WOOT!!!
ARGH!! I just got a call from my mum saying that KFC there is no breastmeat. NO BREASTMEAT YOU KNOW! I thought I heard something wrong. It's hardly lunchtime. AND THERE'S NONE?!! Not even one?!! How fucking ridiculous is that?!!
I feel very left out from my class. Like obviously! I'm the only girl in the class! What do you expect?! You all might think that it's a WOW! thing. But think about it. You can't talk to anyone about girls stuff. And why? Because they are ALL GUYS!! They talk about their guys stuff and sometimes, it gets uncomfortable for you. Sadly, you gotta accept it and listen. Then filter out whatever things they just said. I even feel left out from my FYP group. The guys discuss everything by themselves and TELL me whatever they have DECIDED. I thought in a group, you're supposed to discuss things TOGETHER and decide TOGETHER. I was so disappointed and fucked up until I didn't really talk to them the whole day. However, I did almost explode to one of them. I told him that you all left me out all the time and you didn't notice. The person who left out someone won't feel it. But, the person who is being left out can feel it. He kept quiet. It's true right? I can't stand a moment in that class. I don't understand why do I have to be the only girl in the class when others can have like about 2 or 3. -sighs
Alright I gotta do my assignment now. Yesterday the server was down and couldnt do a thing. I have to even skip fetching my bro back from the airport today. How sad is that?!! All because of them wanting to rush this assignment. Don't know for what.
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