# [a]re you? today i went to see ger's blog to see wad isit abt u they dun lke abt. i saw a lot things which i cannot believe. i do not noe which to believe. i wan2 believe u. but i dun think kel,ger and qi wld lie abt these things. from wad i noe so far, u haf been causing lots of trouble n unhappiness. u made lots of ppl hate u. y r u doing all tis? are u happy tat they r unhappy? mayb i've neva seen u 4 a long time and dint noe u bcum lke tis. weell, at least i do noe now. i reali hope u wd change fer e better but not fer e worst. pls do wake up. not every1 can tahan. every1 has a limit. do wake up...
11:07 AM
# [s]peechless e day 4 had a big quarrel(wif sum ppl)...was lke so angry...but now simmered down liao.
ytdy was my 6th month anni wif daddy...went to westmall and den meet his mum at tampines mall and den his god-mum at her workplace... i m lke so worried they will not lke me...
its true...its reali hard to find sum1 u reali love. when u tot u reali found tat sum1, e person will juz slip away. so i made up my mind a long time ago, i wont fall so deeply in love wif sum1 anymore. i dun wan2 b hurt too deeply. i'm afraid...
will u eva remember me? i miss u so much... i pretended i forgot abt u. but in actual fact,i still love u a lot. do u even noe? everyday i wld peep at my fone to see whether did u msg me? when i saw u didnt,i was disappointed. is it worth it to wait fer u in tis way? every1 asked me not to. but i feel tat i wan2. i dun wan2 forget u. i dun wan2 stop loving u. sum1 once asked me," if he were to want u back,will u go back to him?" i dint think twice and said,"yes,i will definitely will.bcos i still love him.i dun wan2 forget him at all.he is my 1 n only love." i noe i cant force u to love me again. i noe i had been ignorant in e past. but i've changed. i've changed for u. i've changed in e hope at u wld wan me back. i'm willing to sacrifice anything and everythin for u. i've neva loved any1 lke tis b4. i wan u back so badly. everynight i cry in my heart. do u even noe? shld i juz gif up or shld i juz continue waiting fer u?
10:39 AM
Sunday, June 18, 2006
# [b]ack i dun haf e mood to blog now actually...juz gonna say so called hi and den end...
toking to jonah on msn though...
nights
12:33 AM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
# [m]ind went back to poly today to do CAD. stupid man. e CAD muz use SP licence in order to activate. lke wad e hell! its so frking troublesome. i woke raudah up wif my sms i think.lolx... while doing e CAD halfway(raudah not thr yet), it rained. suddenly thr was lighting and it was struck at e field where jonah n i was facing(luckily we in e study room). jonah n i went lke "WOW!did ya see tat?!"(we sounded lke a couple of nub...i noe) raudah said she will reach SP at 11am. but she reached half an hour later! not bad raudah!lolx...
after doing e CAD, raudah, jonah, daddy and i went to ngee ann city SEOUL GARDEN to eat! we filled e plates wif chicken and chicken and chicken and MORE CHICKEN. jonah's favourite was e TERIYAKI chicken. mine was CHAR SIEW chicken. daddy's favourite,i m not so sure as he dint mention it to me(i will ask him ltr). raudah's i m aso clueless. i dunno hu was e one hu took e squid. mayb it was me?i dunno... but after frying it, when u juz put it on ur plate, E SQUID'S INK JUZ FLOWED OUT! it was so00 disgusting! but no choice, hafta eat em up.it tasted not so bad afterall.=p welll, we finished up e meal wif ICE CREAM and NATA DE COCO! i think e four of us by e end of e day had gained thousands and zillions of calories.*sobs*
mayb u haven noticed. but i m missing u day by day. i dun wan u to noe as i dun wan it to affect ur relationship in any way. seeing u happy, i will naturally feel happy. i'm sorry...tats all i wan2 say...
8:54 PM
Monday, June 05, 2006
# [d]reams i dreamt of eu. i dreamt tat u wan me back. i was lke so overjoyed. how i hope it is reality. but sadly, it isn't. e times we were together were reali happy days fer me. neva can i ferget it. day by day i m waiting fer eu. will u eva cum back to me? will u eva wan me back?
juz had a jab ytdy fer flu thingy. cos going to hong kong fer holiday tis cuming sunday. any1 wan me buy anything?lolx... now e jab is giving a little sore and pain man. damn e jab.>.<
now is our so callled holiday. staying at home,slack and slack...lolx after e holiday is our MST! tat is when e dooms day is starting. dunno whether i will do well fer e test anot. every1 in my class lke v clever. i m lke a dumb gal..=/
gonna go study!cheerio!((:
11:59 AM
Friday, June 02, 2006
# [e]xhausted so tiring!now in school,having character development class.
e teacher v attitude de lor.i think in turn,is we develop his character ar....hehe...
ytdy went back sec sch...toked to ms wee till hui xian dismiss from class.we gossip until lke crazy man...lolx...
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