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Sunday, November 26, 2006

Danger

Tomorrow is going to be a long and tiring day. Just thinking about it makes me feel unhappy and sick of it. It's not that I don't love school. I love it! I just don't like the long hours thats all.

I spent the whole night yesterday doing my GEMs CA1 assignment. Supposed to be passed up last week but HELL! I didn't even know about it! That's what happens when you don't pay attention in class. Luckily I wasn't the only one. I got to hand it up this coming week. The E-learning assignment is to be handed in too. Well, you guessed it. I forgot about it too, due to not paying attention. Half of the time I was day-dreaming. I couldn't help it! Early in the morning I have to walk all the way to the childcare centre area. It's very tiring you know. The lecturer and the class adds on to the boredom actually. They aren't the same like my full-time class. They are like SO QUIET! So not active! And monday is a tiring day. Class till 4:30pm and yoga from 5:30 to 7pm. Who won't be exhausted?! By the time I finished my dinner and got home, it's about 9pm. The next day is GEMs for the first lesson. I would be like a walking zombie.

I'm going to be doing my E-learning assignment tonight. Darn! I just remembered I have to do my project 1 soldering!! ARR!! Why are there always so many things to do?! And I still have my IDEAS report!! SHIT! I love poly but I hate the assignments piling up!!

To someone (not going to say who):
I don't know whether are you sad about your results or not. But I'm pretty disappointed. Not about your results but about your attitude towards studies. You know that one of your module is in "danger" and you still dare to play around. It's not that you can't play. I mean no one's stopping you. But when it comes to exams, concentrate on exams than on games!! Stop playing games for a period of time won't kill you.
During E-learning week, some of us came back to school. We came back to study, mind you. When I arrived at school, I saw you PLAYING DOTA with your friends! I thought I was blind!! But HELL NO! I was thinking, aren't you afraid of the exams nearing? Why aren't you making use of the whole week to study instead of playing games? Jonah and the rest said that maybe you would score well in the exams in spite of playing games. I told them," Well, we'll wait and see. I doubt he would do well with this kind of attitude towards studies." The results proved me right. I have nothing much against you as I really hope that everyone in our class does well. But your attitude towards your work is terrible!! Playing games in school instead of studying!! You are not playing like only for a while then you head to study. You played the whole day!! When will you ever wake up? Do you need a tight slap on your face to wake up? I could help you with that. Or do you need to be retained before you would wake up? You would be wasting your time! Everyone would help you if you ask. The problem is, YOU DON'T ASK!!
Please do wake up and study hard. Don't waste your time in school. If you still don't change, I suggest you quit school and stop wasting your parents' money. Think about it. That's all I can say. Whether you want to heed my advice or not, it's your own choice. Good luck.

7:17 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

OK I AM DIFFICULT, UNREASONABLE AND MORE!!

SO DON'T TALK TO ME!!

I really don't want to continue this anymore. Be it friendship or anything. Maybe I really do regret knowing you. I cannot restrict you because you are not mine. You are just my classmate. So I just kept quiet. I know the words I say hurt. But that's just it. I don't want to be nice karling all the time. Let me go...

10:41 PM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

11 months!

Time passes so quickly. In a blink of an eye, 11 months has passed! Happy anniversary dear!
Everytime when it's our anniversary, I'll always recall the first time we met and when he asked me to be his girlfriend.
Hmmm... The first time we met. It's was when I am heading off to work and he called me. We were supposed to meet up with each other to have breakfast but I couldn't contact him as I didn't have his handphone number. Dumb eh me? Lol. Anways, I lied to my mom that I would head straight to work instead of meeting Jeremy. We met up at clementi and had breakfast at a coffee shop near the interchange. We ate carrot cake. It totally sucks! In the end we were like just eating flour. Disgusting! We swore never to buy foof from that store again.

The day when he asked me to be his girlfriend. It was rather embarrassing actually. We were supposed to meet up with each other to walk around. After ages of calling, I stil couldn't reach him. Later I called Kausalyaa (my darling!!) to help me contact him. Finally, he answered the phone. He told me he was running a fever. I told him to stay at home but he insisted on going out. I gave in as he sounded as if he is going to scold me. I mean it's not nice to be scolded by someone right? We met up at city hall mrt station. When we got into the train, he asked," Can you be my girlfriend?" I was like HUH! I didn't expect him to ask me that. I replied," Erm. I dunno leh." He said," Oh. Orh. Nevermind. You slowly think about it lor." I felt so so so awkward after that. No one and I mean no one has ever asked me this way. When he asked me, I looked around to see if anyone else had heard it. Luckily, no. I thought about it like for a darn long time. Later we caught a movie ( I forgot what movie was it..too long la). Suddenly, he put his arms over shoulder. Another shock!! I was so stunned and i sat there thinking " Should I accept him?" Finally I decided to try it out and lied on his shoulder. And that is when our story began.

He is the sweetest guy I've ever known and he has done lots of things for me. He cared for me like he has never cared for anyone before. His family is nice too! Of course, I helped him do something before also. I helped him to get rid of his hatred on his father. It took like months for it to be gone. But I am glad that he no longer hold that burden anymore. I wish he will be happy and his temper to improve. He tends to flare up at little things with his family.

i LOVE YOU DEAR! HAPPY 11TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!<3

10:19 PM

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Sickelistic

What a time to be sick. I've been having flu like from yesterday and today, my head feels heavy! One plop on my pillow, I slept like a baby. Did my melody box decoration though. The three little pigs! I alomst fell asleep while doing it. So you can see how exhausted I am because of the flu. Damn. What a day!

I accidently hit my leg on a table at school and BAM! my leg has a BIG bruise now. Very ugly can!

Urgh! I cant get myself to blog any further. Will update when I have the mood and time!! CIAO!

9:33 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Papa in fear( Quoted from Jonah)

Woah. Went to Plaza Singapura to eat Pastamania with Guan Sheng, Zoe and Jonah yesterday. Pastamania was Guan Sheng's idea. Don't know why he like it soooo much. Shouldn't have went Pastamania for Angus's birthday celebration. He even broke up with Jonah in there yesterday( AWWWWW!). Well anyways, Zoe then PANG SEH us and went to teach her friend programming( if i'm not wrong). Some friend she is. Lol. Guan Sheng, Jonah and I then head over to the cinema and caught the movie " Final Call". DAMN! Guan Sheng was scared out of his wits! NO BALLS MAN! NO BALLS! I jumped a few times as the sound effects were quite loud. Hate the ringtone. Quite freaky you know. It's nice but....*shiver*. Jonah sat in the middle of Guan Sheng and I. The poor guy was being made used of. We used him to cover ourselves. POOR JONAH! I only have Jonah to block. But Guan Sheng had his popcorn box to cover as well!! Halfway through the movie, he said," I hold the popcorn box until my hand very tired leh." HAHA. I said," I hold for you want or not?" He said," Nevermind. I hold it by myself." What the hell! He even translated the dialogues into Hokkien. Seems like he is rather desperate to make himself feel calm. Lol.

Today was a BORING day! Stayed home the whole day and did nothing but sleep, eat and watch tv. Slacked like I've never slacked for the past few weeks. Don't like it at all. I WANT TO GO OUT!! =/

8:36 PM

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Oh no! I'm beginning to get lazy. MST is like on this coming monday and I'm not studying hard! What is wrong with me? Sheesh. I just can't seem to concentrate.

I'll be going to Malacca on 22nd december( I think). My family actually asked Jeremy whether he could go. But sadly, he couldn't. I hope so much that he could! This isn't the first time actually. When we went hong kong and we asked him, he couldn't come along either. Haiz... Some other time perhaps.

I don't feel happy. I feel...well...neglected. No idea why but... I just feel that way. Well, no mood to blog further either.

1B02, study hard! Good Luck!

5:45 PM

Monday, November 06, 2006

MST

MST is nearing! helllpp! The time has come! Everybody is studying like we've never studied before, including me. Doing past year papers and reading the books. WOOSSSHHH! Life is a living hell! Singapore is so stressful. So much competitions. I am considering to migrate to migrate to somewhere peaceful and where the pace is slow.

1B02!! Good luck for MST! Study hard for this 1 week and 3days, THEN OUTINGS!! Hope all of us would do well! (hoping 1A22 people would FAIL LIKE CRAZY! who ask them to make our dearest Mrs Fong cry. SCREW them!) GOGOGO 1B02!! ((:

11:39 AM

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Draws

Oh man! I am drawing! To design my melody box that is. So hard! Its so not easy ok! Sorry ya this is gonna be a very very very short entry. Busy doing my melody box, next week is e-learning week and the week after next is MST! Then after that, ENJOYMENT! Gotta work hard in order to play hard! Kampateh Kar Ling!!

4:09 PM