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Saturday, January 05, 2008

the people

MC King left everyone. I knew of this news on the day he died. Haiz.
I've always like the shows he act. It's always funny. And he's bubbly too.

It's all too sudden. He suffered from a heart attack.
When I heard about the news from my mum, I was dumbfounded. I didn't believe it at first.

I hope that this taught a lesson to everyone. Cherish whatever you have and don't let go. Because anything can happen anytime.

I don't know why, but I'm always deeply affected by death. I always feel very sad when I hear that someone died.
Maybe it's because people whom I love, cherish left me when I was walking through part of my life.

Naini - who died of a motorbike accident. Please bikers,drive safely. Please.

Carman, my cousin - who died of a brain tumor when I was very young. I really love her. Really do. Whenever I go to her house, I would rush by her side right away and stay there.

2nd uncle - who died of old age. It was very unexpected as he was always a jovial uncle and he was my favourite uncle all the time, even now. I've always wanted to tell him how much I love him, but I didn't have the courage to.

3rd uncle, who lived in malaysia - passed away so suddenly. I remember very well that it was on the day of a concert my dad and mum had to go. But because of my uncle's sudden death, my rest of the uncles went over to malaysia to sent their last respects. We went to visit him a few times. Always try to visit him whenever we're in malaysia. I miss him a lot too.

My grandma (mum's side) - she was the lovely lady apart from my mum. I remember my mum cried uncontrollably when grandma's coffin was cremated. Grandma was the bravest and most lovely woman I've ever met. I love you, Grandma.

My grandpa (mum's side) - although he passed away very early, I remember him as a wonderful person. He always has this nicotine smell. He smokes. My mum told me that when he passed away, his spirit came back and wanted to take me away. It was because when he was still alive, he loved me the most. I really wished he did take me away with him. I really love him. oh man! I'm crying right now. haiz.

My grandmother (dad's side) - she lived in my house from when I was born till when she passed away. She was bedridden before the many days when she died. It was really heartbreaking to see her suffering. Her room was like a hospital. It had a hospital bed, we had to feed her with a tube, and many more. The worst part was that my family witnessed her death. We were all standing beside her, with tears flowing down our cheeks. I couldn't stop crying. But I know that it was better for her to go. When she stopped breathing, I couldn't do anything but cry, and cry, and cry. When she was still alive, she used to play with me. That was really the worst part of my life. To witness a death of a relative.

My granddad (dad's side) - I've never seen him before as he passed away before I was born. But I know he's a nice man.

I'm really afraid that someone I know will leave me again. I am afraid.

Labels: cherished ones, death, MC King, relatives, tears

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