KARLING__ time

Monday, September 14, 2009

i hate all of you.

I'm pretty unhappy about a lot of things.

I tried to show my sister about a video in youtube.

And she would always just ignore it halfway.

Sometimes I just wish she would acknowledge whatever it is I do.

You don't know how I feel cos you always have the attention you want and you have the best of things.

And me?

I have none.

I have to force my way through.

I know I'm the stupid icon in your eyes.

Then I'm sorry to be your lousy sister.

My brother was supposed to get me snackers (winglets) for me.

And when I opened the box, I get a full load of fries with no winglets in there.

Obviously I would feel pissed right?

He didn't even apologized!! Even throw his temper on me.

Like it's my fault to be suay and my fault to get pissed.

And I've given you my fullest support when you got into trouble.

I stood up for you when daddy called you names.

I stood up for you when he forbid you to engage in kayaking activities.

All those and I got these?

I'm not doing all these because I want to act all innocent and nice.

I'm doing these because you are my brother.

I hate home.

I feel like I'm only home for Ruby.

That's all.

I hate it here.

I hate my so-called siblings.

I hate my so-called home.

All because I don't get the love and care like everyone else does.

I don't want to try being nice to you two anymore.

I'm tired of being nice when all I get is trash and ignorance.

Yes I am talking a full load of rubbish and am fucking childish.

Think all you like.

You don't know how I feel.

You don't know how hard it was to try.

I hate all of you.

11:44 PM