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Thursday, October 23, 2008

updates!!

A lot has been going on around me lately.

And it's making me afraid of making friends.

I can't believe you never stood up for me when he was saying things about me. It was really hurting.
I admit, I haven't been turning up for meetings and for that, I apologise.
But when I didn't turn up, it's either I have driving or a outside class which I can't seem to change.
I don't turn up for meetings doesn't mean I don't do my work.
That is for you, Mr Lau. And I'm sure you won't been seeing this anyway.

Mr Lau said,"I don't see you in meetings and I know that Angus and Joseph have been doing their job."
So means what? You're implying that I am not doing mine?
Which eye tells you so?
Come on la.
I've been helping can!

To make things worse, when I kena tekan by Mr Lau, the two guys didn't say anything! Like as if "Ya she really didn't do anything".
I almost broke down and cry.
I hide it by smiling like a stupid fool!!

Dammit man. Seriously, I don't see any point in talking to the both of them much anymore.
I've been a ok friend, and this is what I get.

Now you understand why I m afraid of making friends?
I am a stupid fool.

To lighten up the mood,
I saw Wenna today!
Actually, I would be seeing her once a week.
Torturing!
So anyways, I am utterly shocked to see her new grown double-chin!
Ok to tell the truth, I didn't realise she was sitting whereever she was sitting at. Until Zoe told me.
Even Jonah thought that wasn't her la!
Her hair grew longer. And I must admit, it looks a bit better. No idea why.
Alright then,
her double chin is huge! Like a cow's NEH NEH!! Excluding the nipples of course.
And I realised she adore wearing shorts.
That's her problem obviously.
But but but....I see the layers of fats there!
You know like when you stretch the skin at your thighs, you can see lumps of whatever.
That is fats! (apparently)
And for Wenna, she don't need to stretch also can see leh!!
GOD!!!

Oh and I talked to Eileen today.
Asking her whether she want to go sing K on saturday or not.
I thought it would be rather cool to ask her along since we're looking for more kakis.
Delwyn, it's not because of you that I asked her hor. Don't be so sensitive. -.-

I haven't been sleeping well these few days.
When I try to sleep early, I would wake up like 6hours later.
AND IT'S REALLY EXHAUSTING!
It's as if I must must only sleep for 6hours maximum.
That seems to be what my body is telling me.
To make things even worse, my big auntie has come to stay!! As usual, cramps and cramps.
However, I was happy that this time, the cramps werent so painful.
THANK GOD!!

Just a random thought, I wonder why Chin Wee is spending SO MUCH TIME on church. He spends more time with his church friends than us.
Are we that bad as a friend?
After the so called 'begging' to come Hanabi with us, I realised there's no point asking him out anymore.
It seems like hanging out with us is the last thing on his mind.
Like what Del said, different perception.
Sigh...

Ok. No mood to write further. My cramps are acting up again. And I really hate painkillers. =/

The whole drama about the FYP has truely spoiled my mood.

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