Friday, September 12, 2008
just breaking
I don't know why I am posting for.
While I'm typing, tears are actually flowing down my face.
For real.
Knowing that I can't do anything really hurts.
And knowing that the person can't do anything also hurts.
It's been quite some time since I'm feeling this way.
And it's really tearing me apart.
I'm breaking.
I want a hug.
I just want a big one and then just cry the rest of the tears out.
I want....I don't know.
I don't know.
I find myself falling deeper and deeper into the hole.
And I can't get out of it.
Or do I not want to get out?
12:45 AM