# [s]peechless e day 4 had a big quarrel(wif sum ppl)...was lke so angry...but now simmered down liao.
ytdy was my 6th month anni wif daddy...went to westmall and den meet his mum at tampines mall and den his god-mum at her workplace... i m lke so worried they will not lke me...
its true...its reali hard to find sum1 u reali love. when u tot u reali found tat sum1, e person will juz slip away. so i made up my mind a long time ago, i wont fall so deeply in love wif sum1 anymore. i dun wan2 b hurt too deeply. i'm afraid...
will u eva remember me? i miss u so much... i pretended i forgot abt u. but in actual fact,i still love u a lot. do u even noe? everyday i wld peep at my fone to see whether did u msg me? when i saw u didnt,i was disappointed. is it worth it to wait fer u in tis way? every1 asked me not to. but i feel tat i wan2. i dun wan2 forget u. i dun wan2 stop loving u. sum1 once asked me," if he were to want u back,will u go back to him?" i dint think twice and said,"yes,i will definitely will.bcos i still love him.i dun wan2 forget him at all.he is my 1 n only love." i noe i cant force u to love me again. i noe i had been ignorant in e past. but i've changed. i've changed for u. i've changed in e hope at u wld wan me back. i'm willing to sacrifice anything and everythin for u. i've neva loved any1 lke tis b4. i wan u back so badly. everynight i cry in my heart. do u even noe? shld i juz gif up or shld i juz continue waiting fer u?
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