we were so good 2gether. every1 says tat we were so compatible. i'm so willing 2 sacrifice everything n anythin fer eu. gave eu everything. i dun expect anything back from eu. i juz wan eu to love me. to care fer me. tat's all i ask for. is it so difficult? u gave me happiness and sadness. whoeva can make u laugh and cry,is sum1 u reali love. sumtimes things dun turn out e way i wan it 2 be. i wish to go back in time and change e past. i wan2 amend my mistakes. but time doesnt allow me 2 do tat. i wish 2 haf e feeling of being wif eu again.
i remember e first time we held hands and more. but u dun. it hurts me so much when eu forgot abt it. when we first held hands,it was at jp. we held hands 2 make fun of a couple we knew. little did we noe,we didnt let go. i was so overjoyed.
everyday was a happy day fer me. i always looked forward to it. but now,i m not looking forward to tomorrow anymore. i m juz taking a step at a time. i m no longer happy. i keep pondering over it. i dun even noe y. i wan2 go on. but i juz cant.
u see me smiling. u see me laughing. but wad is reali inside me? nobody noes except fer me. i live in a life full of darkness. i live in a life full of sadness. i live in a life full of dreams,not hopes. i dream to b wif eu. but it cant b fulfilled. i dream to see eu. but i juz cant. juz watching ur back will make me satisfied. juz listening 2 ur voice will make me satisfied.
but there is one thing which is fulfilled.... its seeing u smile...
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